Heart Broken
One by one my heart falls apart
Not knowin wether or not i can live long enough
woundering is doin no good,
for this broken heart is bout to be no more
waitin as time passed by
dreaming as if he never said good-bye
Maybe this is how its sappesed to be
Me wit my broken heart
Sittin by the window sill
lookin at the bottle of pills
Woundering if he'll ever nothice my pain
pickin up the bottle and opening it up
Takin a few out im woundering if i must
but i have no choice it hurts to much
to deal wit this guy who i loved so much
so i write on a note things i loved the most
and wraped it up and put the pills down my throat
dropin onto the floor i shut my eyes
hopin that hed accualy care this time
and as my mind goes blank i see him one last time
tears rollin down my cheeks as i kiss him one last time
sayin good bye to him i see him turn and he says
"i wish this wasnt my last time
lookin at you
ill miss you and all that you do
my one and only
my dreams and hope
ill see you in a while
because im gonna come after you"
and with that i shut my eyes
holdin onto him in my heart no more
this pain that had caused me to die
was just a dream in my lonely world
Never wakin again to see another day
my hands lay close to my heart showin that love never finds a way
and not knowin what to do i lay in this soft bed,dead
smiling a smile of the pain i felt
with a red tear rollin down my face
this was the last time i had to deal with my broken heart
and the last time that well ever part
and once he sees me again i hope hes happy
because this time im not letting him go for nuthin
not cause i fell in love but because i care to much
The note i left was all of his mistakes and all of my trusts
But i loved him so much for not noticing
but now that im dead he wont be in for much
so i smile in my coffin as i start to breath once more
i fling up from the bed and say this is not enough
i need 2 tell him how i feel
not in a dream but this time for real
even if he doesnt lision and he doest care
ill give it a try just so i can die
wit my broken heart
and as i tell him everythin
my alarm clock rings
i get up from bed and say
"Was that all just a dream?"
It was to hard to imagine me diein without him
but diein with him in my heart
isnt going to be enough
as long as he doesnt know how i feel
ill walk this earth till he sees
How my luv 4 him will not let me die in peace
unless were together as one.
THE END
One by one my heart falls apart
Not knowin wether or not i can live long enough
woundering is doin no good,
for this broken heart is bout to be no more
waitin as time passed by
dreaming as if he never said good-bye
Maybe this is how its sappesed to be
Me wit my broken heart
Sittin by the window sill
lookin at the bottle of pills
Woundering if he'll ever nothice my pain
pickin up the bottle and opening it up
Takin a few out im woundering if i must
but i have no choice it hurts to much
to deal wit this guy who i loved so much
so i write on a note things i loved the most
and wraped it up and put the pills down my throat
dropin onto the floor i shut my eyes
hopin that hed accualy care this time
and as my mind goes blank i see him one last time
tears rollin down my cheeks as i kiss him one last time
sayin good bye to him i see him turn and he says
"i wish this wasnt my last time
lookin at you
ill miss you and all that you do
my one and only
my dreams and hope
ill see you in a while
because im gonna come after you"
and with that i shut my eyes
holdin onto him in my heart no more
this pain that had caused me to die
was just a dream in my lonely world
Never wakin again to see another day
my hands lay close to my heart showin that love never finds a way
and not knowin what to do i lay in this soft bed,dead
smiling a smile of the pain i felt
with a red tear rollin down my face
this was the last time i had to deal with my broken heart
and the last time that well ever part
and once he sees me again i hope hes happy
because this time im not letting him go for nuthin
not cause i fell in love but because i care to much
The note i left was all of his mistakes and all of my trusts
But i loved him so much for not noticing
but now that im dead he wont be in for much
so i smile in my coffin as i start to breath once more
i fling up from the bed and say this is not enough
i need 2 tell him how i feel
not in a dream but this time for real
even if he doesnt lision and he doest care
ill give it a try just so i can die
wit my broken heart
and as i tell him everythin
my alarm clock rings
i get up from bed and say
"Was that all just a dream?"
It was to hard to imagine me diein without him
but diein with him in my heart
isnt going to be enough
as long as he doesnt know how i feel
ill walk this earth till he sees
How my luv 4 him will not let me die in peace
unless were together as one.
THE END
