why im stressed!!!?
well, every one found out that i was dating this guy named malcolm. well when i told everyone i was gay this year ((its kinda stupid cus they guessed it in 6th grade when all the girls asked me to the dance and i turned them all down)} sooo anyways, i told my best friends (were in sort of a mini click). and malcolm got into a BIG argument with one of my friends, and she yelled it out durring class to get back at him.
So know that everyone knows, he had started crying (he never cries, so i felt bad)
truely know one cares but he thinks they do, so know he wont talk to me.
and last week we got into a 'fist gight in the skool parking lot. since he wont ever hit me, im the one that kinda hit em in the chest like 4times (i dont think he rely cared though) so i hit him in the mouth. thats when he kinda pinned me to the wall and kissed me. need i remind you that there were people there, and it was kinda recorded on their phones and sent around the skool. so know hes even more mad at me. plus additional drama'
the stress has rely been affecting my grades. i have a c in math (my fav subject) and a b in everything else. i usually get all a+'s but my grades have suffered.
nd the stress has rely been affecting my grades. i have a c in math (my fav subject0 and a b in everything else. i usually get all a+'s but my grades have suffered.
so im on punishment. sad and hes still mad at me
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