Long time no post, apparently. Today is the day when I say that nothing matters within my life anymore. The only thing that ever happens with me is when I make people mad, which pisses me off and after that, I just go into a depression. I'm less happy than I think I've ever been because now I realize I like someone that I'm not supposed to like again, and because of that, I'm lost within my own mind of confusion, hate, and misery. Well. I'm not miserable, as I'd say. But really.... I make it sound it. I want anything but sympathy, the only thing I want now is a special someone that will be here for me, but I know that will never be. You should know who you are, because I always act like I'm a lost little kitten sometimes... You're the one who can save me. But you don't like me. So. I'll be putting it behind me, and getting over it ASAP, but I said that the last time I liked someone, and I'm still not over that either.
I'd kill to have you back, and I'd kill to have the other person. But it's my life. And I'm used to the disaster. So, whether I like it or not, I'll get over you both soon enough. heart heart heart heart heart
Two Gays and a Gal Community Member 
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