ive not eaten, slept or stopped crying since friday. i cant help it, this is so hard.i dont know what else to say really apart from im never going to get used to this, its too much. im so empty and i cant fix it.
everytime i stop crying ill see something that reminds me, something that bring backs a memory and then it starts all over again worse than before. for a person thats not supposed to cry im really letting myself down.
i cant think about anything else and even though you being on my mind isnt something new, its just different now as i know i cant be with you. i wish i could make you change your mind, make you realize i need you, but i dont know how. i wish i could, but i just dont know how. i wish i could fix things but im scare thats not what you want and id hate to lose you altogether.
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[i am unfolding and unfolding i am]
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iloseyou
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