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TEARS THAT I CRY I do not cry because i am hurt. I cry because no one cares that i am hurt.I cry when i am alone. So no one see's. people should not care on my behalf. if the people who gave birth to me do not care why should anyone else. i can never make people happy no matter how hard i try. i just make them cry. i want to be alone. all alone. i don't want to make them cry. i wish to fall asleep in the dark and never wake. no one knows how much i suffer. to the ones around me i am the face of innocenec. but there are places in my heart and in the corners of my mind that i don't want them to see.and i have hidden from all light. soon.soon i will be gone. the darkness will take everything. i will be nothing. nothing. i will die as nothing. tears are to be warm. my tears are as cold and dark as the winter night. tears are to taste like the ocean. my tears taste as vile as blood. even though they look like water. will i ever stop crying? NO! i never will.

Posted by: BreakingCharity Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 11:54pm

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Commented on: Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 03:52am


	hey i just finaly came here on gaia and check up on my girl...lissen poeple do care about you...even if they don't act like it...take me for an exampal...u make me happy biggrin http://www.mindistortion.tv/pocketemo/?data=7-3-9-5-0-0-1-0-1&name=Mike http://i89.photobucket.com/albums/k215/systemoadrulz/9724d78b.gif

Commented on: Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 02:13am


	i just came back...dam at least u can leave me a coment crying but at i can still see u and thats good to me heart

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Commented on: Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 03:15pm


	yeah ok sorry im deleting some comments to make room for more heart

Commented on: Wed Nov 14, 2007 @ 01:44am


	srry about the first half of my comment sweatdrop but i meen the other thow...i hope to see you again heart

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Commented on: Fri Nov 16, 2007 @ 02:58am


	You should never feel alone. You should never BE alone. I've been down that path, and I never want to see anyone go down that road. mad Listen, I may not know you and we might not meet in person, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm always listening...I'm always here.

Commented on: Fri Nov 16, 2007 @ 07:58pm


	Thanks but i think im in to deep the nightmare are growing stronger and the feeling of being alone is increasing

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Commented on: Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 02:57am


	But you're NOT alone! you have Raiuken...AND Me wink And you will never be alone with me around. I'm always here if you need to talk.

Commented on: Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 07:03pm


	Thanks for being here both of you biggrin

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Commented on: Fri Nov 23, 2007 @ 07:02pm


	i'm finaly back online...hey if you want to leave me a e-mail this is my e-mail adress m.kincella@yahoo.com heart

Commented on: Sat Dec 08, 2007 @ 10:21pm


	ur her bf eek (raiken guy)?! i never knew.....hi everyone! i'm Jess's bestest friend!! U sound really sad jess....i guess i'll just have 2 ask u at school.....nice outfit!! 4laugh

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Commented on: Sun Dec 09, 2007 @ 01:54am


	thanks i love your outfit to smile

Commented on: Mon Mar 17, 2008 @ 11:21pm


	I wouldn't say 'bestest' friend, Lexxi... blaugh Hey, Jess, u know that I care about you, and I always will care about you! You are one of the coolest, most creative, individual girls I know. 4laugh U rock! (I admit, you could start being a wee bit nicer to our math teacher...) I'm ur leperchaun, and ur my crazy! Hee-hee!

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Commented on: Wed Mar 19, 2008 @ 01:09am


	You guys make me so happy heart

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