well i feel like the biggest idiot in the world. heres a hint people, dont tell a guy you like them. everything gets screwed up and your world comes crashing down and if they dont feel the same way they treat you differently. If you are a girl and this has happened to you then you know where i am coming from. I mean why is it that everytime i just want them to know that i like them they act like i want to date them? what i cant just tell them my feelings and get it off my chest? it has to be this whole big deal. Sometimes they will even ignore you for the rest of your life after you tell them those three stupid words. 'i like you'
and people wonder why i cant trust anybody. heres a hint:
if your heart gets torn out and ripped up, put into a shredder, then stomped on, and lit on fire. Then you would have troubles trusting people because you wouldnt want that to happent to your heart again.
that is why i hate my life. that is why i cant tell people how i feel. that is why i will never fall in love. and that is why i will never be happy.
happiness is overrated anyway...
xo -- s a m o s e