Every night when I go to sleep, I feel lost, missing, like something is not with me. It's hard to shake the feeling, but when I think about her... My lover... Everything starts to get better, Yeah we are thousands of miles away, but I don't care, I still love her with every beat of my heart. And it sucks having to wake up alone, and no one by my side, I hope this will change in the future, No... I know it will. I've always wanted to wake up, and have her leaning on me and smiling at me, and give me a mourning kiss, I've felt this once before, I felt her warmth, I felt her lay beside me, her skin against mine, I heard her steady breathing, her sweet feminine smell, and not perfume, HER smell. Its... intoxicating... before I start to get depressed again, I'll end this journal here. With 4 words.
I love you Jo.
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