Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals


View User's Journal

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal
Please, if u want to leave comments...

Community Member
I wrote theses poems some are when i was like 10 soo they are pretty old.
Your all that my mind allows me to see
Your face, your eyes, your indivivueality
When i talk to you
I always stutter
The butterflies in my stomach
They flutter
When you come close
My heart begins to beat
I sing in my head and dance along with my feet
He doesnt realize what he does to me...
I cant live or breathe without him
I'm so into him.

i used to be suicidal but then i realized i was put on this earth to live not kill myself. but i wrote this when i was in that stage.
As i sit in my dark corner
Awake all night
Wishing it would be alright
Wanting the world to stop
And never go on
Everything i do or say is always wrong
Why wont he like me?
Why wont he see how much he really means to me
The pain is to much
I cant go on
I cant help it im not strong
And for that i cant go on
I dont deserve to live
I want to die
So kill me now
Pull the trigger
Oops its over now no going back
The world is out
Self-esteem is what i lack

This mext poem kinda goes along wit "suicide"
Put the knife in its place
Slide it across the wrist and watch the blood dripping down leaving its trace
The pain gets tenser
The wetness of the tears is unbearable
Staying up late at night
Watching the clock turn
Crying myself to sleep
I wish I could take a walk up to heaven
To take a look a little peak
Where I will be going soon
Vision gets dizzy I need to slw down
Too much blood has been lost I am gone forever!

User Comments: [1]
Community Member
comment Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:22pm
Yet a little scary sometimes xd
Good thing you don't feel like that as much as you used to 3nodding

User Comments: [1]
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum