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So today I was greeted with a nice little gift.. literally.

I found a donation letter had been purchased for me and multiple others in a particular group of friends on here. And as nice as it is a gesture... I... Don't... Like it. LOL. Don't get me wrong... I'm grateful. I Love it in a sense that it's quite thoughtful, and a really nice gift. But i don't like it in the fact that it's so friggin' nice.. it's not. I don't get a chance to thank them, or give that person the credit they should get whether they like it or not. lol. And then, while hunting for the Nameless Gaian of Generosity, finding my efforts are futile, I paused and thought.. Well.. I gues I can keep it and search for them some day in the future.. hopefully they'll fess up once everyone accepts it.

But then I thought... What if they don't? What if this happens again!?! And again! And Again! And AGIAN!! AND AGAIN!?!!?!!! Like... MC Gorilla war fare... I mean Collectable Sneak Attacks and s**t!!!.. You don't know what'll happen next.. when it's gonna hit. You don't know jack.. You just fear the day you sign on and see that you have yet another letter after like.. 3 other anonymous ones, and you snap! You start to freak out because in the end you realize.. you can't do crap about it! You can't! There's no way...You can't block it! they don't give you that option, it's TOO convenient! You can't try and return it, WHO in the world refunds donations!?! WHO!?! No one! That's who! WTF!?! And WORSE, way WORSE you've got no one to complain to!! You can't trace it!!! You can't be like.. 'Hey YOU! Stop! I don't want'em! Damn it!!! YOU are a master in Chinese Torture!! Is that what you want to hear!?! Huh!? HUH!?! Leav it a lone! I'm friggin happy with just a PM you ********!' And in the end.. you just stop going on Gaia... And THEN! And then one day you crave to go on. BUT! The moment you're about to click "Login" You pause.. and for a brief second, you visualize... an in box.. FULL of letter messages.. and your inventory, BLEEDING donations!!! Then you're like.. HO! ******** THAT s**t! And leave! WTH!?! WHat can you do!!! NOTHING!!! GAH!!! You're exiling yourself due to ******** Random GENEROSITY!!!!! And ALL in that time you're thinking, "Give me a name!!! JUST a name!!! I won't even TRY to give'em back I JUST want to know!!! WHO!!! "

I mean not even getting to Thank that b*****d!... stare Or at least Punch'em.. I mean seriously.. How DARE they be that selfless!!!! WTFH!?! .. Gaia should fix that, or make it so we know... stressed

Yes..A few of my weakest points have been socked in the face... My Morale Code.. and Curiosity.. this Sweet b*****d.. has somehow made a well blended attack on both... gonk
I mean I've GOT to admit, they indeed breath a new kind of Evil... I mean.. On purpose or not.. it's ******** ingenious... Awesome p***k... lol

Ja.

stare Maybe I'll thank them in my sig...

((Note: Who ever donated. If you some how end up reading this.. don't take it personally or offensively... This is just what happens when I let my imagination get the best of me, I just tend to let it flow like that. So though there maybe a line of truth in it, I really do appreciate it and I thank you a bunch. It was really sweet. Now tell me who the ******** you are!!! You son of a... ¬_¬*))