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MORE RAMBLINGS!!! (don't you just love me) |
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I forgot to mention how I met my friend with the ex-boyfriend/man-whore.
The first time I met her was...in anime club XD. She was quiet and usually sat in the far corner. My other friend (god, I'll just call her kellie for the sake of ambiguity), being the friendly sort, befriended her immediately, and from then on, I formed my daily lunch circle of friends. =) I tended to take a particular interest in krissy though (the friend with the ex-bf), because she most reminded me of me. She was quiet, had my exact stature and height, and had long hair (well, I cut mine, but I had long hair for as long as I can remember). Oh and she also loved kitties, just like me! ^.^ Being my prude virgin self, I over-valued my purity, and thinking of myself as pure, I also thought of krissy as a pure little girl too.
So...I guess you can imagine the shock I had when I found out that krissy had a boyfriend.....her first boyfriend in fact, and she managed to nab him only after living in arizona for a couples months. I can still remember it -_-: I found kellie and her waiting in the lunch line and right when I approached them kellie yelled out the news. I was mildly shocked. And then krissy turned around excitedly and lifted her long hair up so I could see the dark purple hickey on her neck. Then I was absolutely petrified. Her first boyfriend....in one evening at the movie theaters.....a first kiss(es??)....and a hickey. I was questioning whether she'd done 'it' too. I seriously couldn't digest the information fully until a couples days later, I was that traumatized.
here is krissy: quiet, cute, innocent, likes kittens, loves anime and manga, a bit short, pleasantly skinny, and then she goes and taints herself. <-- that was what was going on in my mind, capitalizing taint. The reflection of myself I had unintentionally painted on her was being shattered. I kept thinking, "I thought she was like me..." like a mantra, then finally ending it with "I guess I was wrong".
And then everything went downhill from there XD. I still love her though. She's someone I can look up to. But I find it kind of amazing....even though she's lost her virginity in a not-so-memorable way, she has still maintained the image of the cute, adorable, innocent girl who loves kitties (she's not as quiet anymore though ^_^). How I wish I could do that whenever I plan to lose my virginity ^^;;;;;
END RAMBLIES!!!!
xKandieKissezx · Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 11:07am · 0 Comments |
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