he is never dead he is always in my head i miss him more then any guy i ever had why did you have to leave why i ask while i sleep while ther is some guys who can help and claim they know me, i can't ever look at a picuter or a item of his or he was going to give to me because if i do im going to end up hurting myself right now he is in hevean plowing the clouds with his dream tractor and sometimes i wish i was there but then there are awsome people to save me from that thats why i love alot of people and am always happy