eek Man, I haven't posted one of these in FOREVER!! eek
Yeah... So... Where do I start?...
I am still with Zas. Things have been going nicely with us. I want him to meet my friends, but I can't tell when that will be. We've talked about alot of things that I've never talked seriously with someone about... Today, at school, I was talking with my friends in painting and my friend Ashley said it was wierd that all of her friends were either pregnant or married or both and that she felt little compared to them. She's been with her boyfriend for three years and she said that marriage was one of her last thoughts. I felt awkward because I already talked about that with Zas in a serious manner. The only other time I had a thought like that was with my ex that I had gone out with for a year, but that's natural for me because of how long I had been with him. I was thinking very far into the future though. And with Zas... It's different. Like... I want to be soooooo committed to him. I am, but I want to be more so in that sense. My sister and were at the mall and she made a joke about a book that was there about hot flashes, and impersonating Zas in the future, talking to one of his friends saying that he bought it for his wife. I was refered to as Zas' wife in that story... And a wierd feeling came over me that I've never felt before. It wasn't bad. Just different. In a good way. I felt good about it. I would want that to be true. Even sooner than I expected with anybody. I would want to marry him.
Aside from that, school and work have been relatively the same as usual. I have to be at work at 8 in the morning tomorrow. Man, it sucks. I had an urge to eat at subway for lunch today, istead of the usual carl's jr. So, I did... I think I'm going to start eating there because I was filled up from my food and it's better for me than carl's jr.
My comic, Scarlatum Vindicta, is coming out great. I got all the characters done!!!
Well, that's all for now.
No telling when I'll post again.
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