I do not know what is going on really, but I have found out something out. Yes, it's true that there is a chance of me dieing because of something that happened almost 14 years ago. I always joked about it, but then I realized that the joke had now became reality. To be honest, it is the first thing that has actually scared me.
First off, to let everyone know, I am not afraid of it. I have embraced it as my fate in the end. Though, what is troubling me about that though, is the people I am going to leave behind. That, and the chance of me perishing at such a young age. Though, I do not regret anything I have done in the past, for what can you do about it now? I just wanted to let the people who are close to me know that I really do care for them. That, and to also let them know that if I do perish in real life. Not to be sad about it, but to be happy for me. For I will be watching from above at you all.
There is one person though, out of them all. Who cares more to me then anything in the world. heart Meghan(aka: Lady Krystina NeverWinter) heart I love you more then anything in this world, and as to how close we have gotten. I am glad that you are the one that I was able to open up to. For, you and I are alike in so many ways. We are like the ying yang, and with this. I would like to say that I love this woman with all my heart, and will never leave her side. That's right, even in Death, I will still stand by her side. This woman has my entire heart , and that is something that is rare after how hurt i use to be. Meghan, in all honest, has been the only one to make me really smile and laugh and mean it. Other times I may fake a smile.
Well, will all that noted, I shall take my leave. I do hope you all understand where I am coming from, and that if I do not return. Then expect the worse has happen. I am glad for my friends, and cherich my Fiance. I LOVE YOU MEGHAN!!!!!