Eh... I'm just stuck... This is just alot of rambling on about nothing really... I'm just a little frustrated...
Most and Some
Why is it hard for some of us to say what we feel to others? From telling someone you're cold to telling someone your feelings... Its hard to confront another person about anything. Some people have the confidence to do and say those things, but most of us don't. I'm not sure why... Was it how we were brought up? Influece of our friends? Or maybe its just how we were born... Some of us can change and some of us can't. Most of us push down our regreats and move on with life and some of us toss nd turn wondering about what if's and why didn't I's?
Why didn't I apologize?
What if I said something back?
Why did I say that?
What if I went?
Why did I go?
What if I paid more attention?
Why didn't I stop them?
What if I did that?
Why did I do this?
What if I told her?
Why did I tell him?
Some of us can't get those questions out of our thoughts. Most of us are still too young to ask those questions... Choking on those questions hurts and most of us turn to others for answers or pity, but some of us realize that it doesn't help since the pity and answers aren't really solutions to our problems. Most of us expect a person to come along to give us strength and begin speaking our mind. Some of us find that person and make them the source of our motivation and inspiration, but most of us let that person fall from our finger tips because we're drowning in our own pity and regrets. There's a different between relying on another person and being inspired by them. Most of us realize that and some of us don't. Some of us are with that person to move along together and face things side by side and most of us are with that person to have someone to fall back on and face things for us. Some of us are right and some of us are wrong...and most of us are stuck still on our own. Some of us say one thing and mean another. Most of us tell ourselves one thing and do another... All of us have to stop saying and start doing...or else those questions will keep coming back to suffocate us or get buried in the back of our minds...
Say it and do it.
Easier said than done...cause I'm one that's stuck.
Don't give sympathy. Give motivation. Its not about you. Its not about me. Its about us. We both have to say what we've been choking on to make an 'us'. Some of us need to stop acting tough and most of us need to stop acting shy. Close your eyes, stare into those eyes, hold your breath, breathe deeply, do whatever you need to do to get it off your chest or you'll always be fumbling...
Its been said and now it just has to be done...
We'll grow tired of being stuck and then we'll find out if we're right or wrong.
So, I close my eyes and take a deep breath... That's what I need to get it off my chest.
I love you!
Can you say it back?
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I decided to take a break from roleplay and see what else Gaia had to offer.
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Zu... If you ever started your own country I would move their in a heartbeat. Honestly... take over canada or something! Become a celebrity! Do something!! If that girl (I know who you are!) doesn't say it back she is the stupidest person in the world. IN THE WORLD! scream That was so motivational. And you're right! It is like giving yourself a swift kick in the a**! "GET GOIN"