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Did I mention that I don't like myself? Did I mention that although I hold self-worth and high morals, I beat myself up for being a horrible person to my mother? Did I mention that I've gained almost ten pounds, all in my stomach? That now I look as if I'm four months pregnant? The worst part is it's a firm fatness, like a man's beer gut, so it REALLY looks like a fetus. I suck it in but it's not burning the fat, it's just building muscle UNDERNEATH it. Oh yes, and did I mention? My entire bum has cellulite. I can grab fistfuls of fat from my back. My hips are square. I have more body hair than the average male. So here's what I say. I'm so incredibly sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I have acne, especially back acne. I'm sorry I don't wax or shave off my whole body. I'm sorry that I don't have flawless, smooth, perfect skin that hugs my skeleton so healthy and beautifully. I'm sorry I don't have a tiny waist and round hips and cleavage to bury your face in. I'm sorry I'm not weak-spirited and insecure enough to throw myself at you when I already have a boyfriend. I'm sorry I'm not a slut. I'm sorry I don't have a style, or at least not one suitable or acceptable enough for you. But most of all... I'm sorry that I have to be all of these things in order to get any positive attention from you. I'm sorry that you expect me to put on a show for you. Well you know what? [****** you. the_original_demongal** · Thu Sep 06, 2007 @ 05:59am · 3 Comments


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	Aw sweetie. You're sexy and beautiful no matter what weight you are (you don't look like you've gained 10 lbs at all) and I'm glad you have ENOUGH confidence in yourself to not degrade yourself like so many girls do. I'm proud of you for that.... and love you no matter what <3 Offline Good Jewish Girl · Community Member · Fri Sep 07, 2007 @ 01:35pm


	Real women are far more attractive than those silcone filled bimbos anyway. You tell 'em dear. xd heart Offline Kawada S. · Community Member · Fri Sep 07, 2007 @ 04:31pm


	No one's perfect. Everyone has acne. People who don't aren't real. Everybody is covered in hair...some people's are microscopic, and some are godzillaish. People who have flawless, smooth, perfect skin don't have stories to tell. People with cleavage are insecure, most of the time, and need a turtleneck. People with round hips are just as normal as people with square hips. Just be thankful you have hips. It's good to have a high spirit, and not throw yourself at people. It could get you injured, or worse, killed. Ha! But it could get you diseases. Stupid open reproductive system. Sluts are also insecure...and need to act that way to feel good about themselves. Honestly, we all should be able to look in the mirror and feel good about ourselves...but like that would ever happen. When it does, Paris Hilton will actually wear a sweater as she watches the devil go ice skating. Styles are stupid, being you is the most important. I don't expect a show from you, if I did, I would've already paid for the tickets my dear. You're awesome like a mechanical possum and a blue raz. slurpee. No one knows me like you do, no one cares about me like you do (outside my family). No one has been through sooo much crap and has still stuck by me like glue on a paper like you have. So you know what? Thank you. Offline LaeNera · Community Member · Sun Nov 04, 2007 @ 01:08am

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Your logic does not resemble our earth logic.

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