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It seems like most of my friends treat me like I'm not even there a lot, and they're all caught up in their little inside jokes or something, always taking off without me, or riding really fast on their bikes, and I don't know if I should even try to catch up next time. I know what you're gonna say to this. "If they're treating you like you aren't that important, then they're not real friends." I know. But if that's the case, then heck I have no friends. And that all my friends are online. Which makes me a complete, full-fledged nerd. And/or boring as s**t.
Why even bother with 'em? They don't really seem to care much. If I'm really that boring, why should I even bother with hair or makeup or anything if people are just gonna treat me like I don't exist. It's just a huge waste of time. Maybe I'm just a waste of time. Maybe I should keep to myself more and stop bugging people who are actually having a good day, and then annoy them with my presence. They're obviously trying to get rid of me. ******** I'm such a complete loser.
 Particle Wad · Sat Sep 01, 2007 @ 12:36am · 3 Comments |
