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its all ******** bullshit love isnt awesome it sucks and ppl lie especially wen they say the three most important words which are I LOVE YOU. see me wen i say it i mean it because i normally dnt say it to ppl i mean i do sumtimes jokingly but its so hard for me to say it to a guy tht im dating bcuz i only say it wen i mean it and of coarse i was the idiot to say it to ryan bcuz unlike him i meant it and i still love him. but nope he didnt mean it wen he said it all he wntd to do was ******** me but thnk god he wasnt here at the time he said it bcuz i would of let him ******** me. but i did do alot of s**t with him tht i would normally never do and i would say but its too dirty for some ppls ears or eyes in this case. so now im alone and im heartbroken so i did the only thing tht i know to do when im hurt which is to cut myslf so i did 25 times all for him so congrats ryan the blood i bleed is all becuz of u. well im done right now im too ******** depressed so im probably gunna shoot my goddamn brains out hey maybe ill even have someone send them to him in a letter so he can enjoy it bcuz he sure does enjoy my pain i mean he didnt even care wen i cut myslf he just said im too much turbulance wtf does tht mean. ******** YOU RYAN i hate you for breaking my heart and i hope you die or better i hope ur ******** d**k falls off

*i'm the complete opposite of happy,why do you think there are so many scars on my wrist? but you would'nt know..sorry im a psycho*~ash~

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    GasMan Hyjinks
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    commentCommented on: Sat Sep 01, 2007 @ 09:20am
    I sit here pondering for a good half hour something to say that could make things at least seem brighter. So here it goes:

    I don't really know where to start...I mean hell, this is life. It has it's ups and downs, you run into the occasional jackass who ******** with your life, you get hurt, you move on, and hope for the best. But aye, I understand your pain, or as much as I possibly can. I can agree that this guy, this Ryan, he's a good-for-nothing son-of-a-b***h who you shouldn't even waste a tear on, much less cut yourself over. In my opinion, if you really want to stick it to him, show him how much you don't care about him, make it clear that your life, your future, is brighter and more joyous than when he was in it. And when he's on his knees, begging for forgiveness, you give him the boot!
    Listen, bube. Love is a wonderful thing, a wonderful emotion with limitless possibilities. So this guy breaks your heart, lets you down. It ain't the end of the world. It'll hurt yeh, I know, it will hurt for a while, but still: it ain't the end of the world. Think of it this way: you have just eliminated one more jackass before finding that one special someone who will love you. This guuy, this schmuck, don't fret over him. He'll get his comeuppance, I can assure you that. So don't fret, don't shed another precious tear, just remember that you are better than he is and, well, I can't stress this enough, but this is life. We all must deal with it, in one shape or form. And so I quote, "It ain't over till it's alright, and if it ain't alright, it ain't over."

    Or you could just have me and the mafia kick his a** for you. Free of charge. That ought'a be worth something, right?

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