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I'm leaving Gaia, well not just Gaia, but probably the whole internet for awhile. Nothing thrills me anymore, nothing gets me excited like it used to, I used to log on to Gaia every morning and get ecstatic knowing there was a new post somewhere that I may be able to reply to, I used to get a new video game and couldn't wait to start playing it. But for some reason now, its all different, I log on to Gaia and its "Eh, another post, guess I'll reply", I get a new video game and its "Cool, I'll get around to playing it sometime" there just seems to be no life left in me, I don't even do things just for the sake of doing them anymore, I remember once I walked halfway across the city of Windsor just because I could, now I don't even like walking to the store everyday. I don't get out of my house much anymore, believe it or not your hero Jason doesn't have many friends outside of the internet, and those that I do have I haven't seen in a year. I haven't shaved in 2 weeks, why? Because I feel no need to, my room is a pigsty, why? Because I see no need in cleaning it up. I'm getting fat, I look sloppy, I haven't brushed my hair in god knows how long. I'm going downhill fast, and this isn't a recent development either, it pretty much started when I dropped outta highschool. I need to find some motivation, something to put the proverbial spring back in my step, and the internet isn't the place to look. I'm not leaving permanently, hell it might only be a week before I find what I'm looking for, but I'd like to put this on an official Hiatus, just incase it takes longer. So now I'm gonna do the three S's, strap on my rollerblades and go for a ride, god knows I haven't touched them in a long time. For those who read this all the way through: Thanks for sticking with me here on my emo-angst rant razz
 Ribbish · Fri Aug 24, 2007 @ 12:05pm · 0 Comments |
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