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I missed her today..she went back to achool...Dj's off at school for a while. I'm all alone till he comes back...no laptop..he needs it for school....anyways... I almost went insane today...i missed her so much!....still....i try..to be perfect....i love her so much...i dunno how she feels...she says she loves me...but how can i be sure?....i feel like something's missing...idk what..but something is...i wish i knew what...my heart...is set on her....but....what will happen to us in a month...or...3 months...or a year....ETC.....will we grow appart?GOD! i hope not...i..care about her so much..i dunno what i would do if i lost her....i have a tattoo that's a barb wire heart with her name in it...on my back...then on my upper arm i have one that says "this one's for you "her name"and then it's underlined....i wonder what'll happen....but hey...i still have a permanent memory of her right?....and pics...nikki might talk with her on myspace....idk....im confused, worried, and scared....im a total mess...taking care of 3 kids(2 mine...1 DJ's(adopted)) is hard...especially when im hospitalized and their 9 months old....i named my daughter after her...legally changed it...then my son after DJ.....lol...anyways...im out...see ya soon?
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Biting butterflies heads off b/c your mad at it? Sweet. That's my kitty
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