I hate this... I thought life was finally getting better.
I had finnaly hooked up with a guy that i had like sinced freshman year. He dropped out of school after his sophomore year and we talked a lot more.
we hooked up back in february and everything was so promising. He took me to my prom, it was a serious thing... i had high hopes...
and then everything crashed like it always ******** does. I dont even know what the ******** happened he just says "can we be friends" and i'm like..."I cant believe you just ******** said that!" and start crying...
but no one else cares... "oh im so sorry to hear that, i'll call you later.." etc etc... not a damn person ever calls me. not a damn one. so i have to get over this broken heart myself... i dont know what the ******** happened i swear but i still come out hurt
I HAD HOPES HIGH AS ******** HELL!!!
I knew the other relationships i was once in wouldnt last but i felt that this one really would.
I went from cloud 9 to just ******** bury me already.
I hate love!
I hate it more than any of you will ever know.
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Well, first off, im not gonna aplogize, because you've probably gotten enough of that, and i've done nothing to be apologetic for.. but besides that, when i saw you two at prom, i didnt know what to think.. I mean, you were a cute couple, in my mind, but something was missing... and im always afraid to say anything because of how sensitive you can be.
Erhm.. Well..
It seems your looking for love at an especially desperate rate, going from him, to her, to her and to him, and when yuo go through so many losses so quickly, it can really be painful.. Not only that, but such stress right now would be bad for your career, college.. anything.. I myself am trying to figure out how to get a job, finding algebra 2 summer school much less worrying about graduation, and i've always admired yuor abilities to sit down and work, and to accomplish, and impress, things i can only wish of doing, things i can hardly comlete for reasons i dont even know..
Kriia, your a great girl, you can be a wonderful friend, an adorable companion, and a thurough thinker, but all this failing romance can hurt and dumb down these qualities if you arent carefull.. Use your talents and think out things fully before actually listening to me, You know how inexpierienced i am with these things, but i always thought that sometiems another's veiw can help.. Try and stay ontask, graduate get a well paying job, impress and make others proud, and then perhaps that right person will come to you..
I hope something out of this helps, i know im not very poetic or good at this, and im really not trying to hurt, but i just want you to know that i care a great deal for my friends, especially you, Kriia.. Good night. and may the Force be with you. heart
PS: Also, something you gotta know.. And one reason i havnt tried to hard to find a girl myself yet.. You Have to be happy with yourself, before you can be happy with others.. be satisfied and proud of yourself, rather than looking for another to make you happy..