Finally I am no longer living in a shelter, it wasnt a good thing but not as bad as some people may think. There were some bad people though but let not get into that. The department of labor put me to work so now I work at a daycare because they were impressed that i had a babysitting liscense, my backround with my brother and the ages ive baby sat for.
I dont get paid everything I make goes to the department of Social service becuase they pay out rent. 40 hours a week=8 hours a day=5 days a week cleaning diapers and dealing with ittle kids. -_-....dont be twisting me I love little kids even though they can be annoying its just that they seem to love me so much .....there innocence is bothering....its like they dont care what iv done or whats bad things have happened to em they still like me.....sigh.
My younger brother will be visiting from his residential home in DDI (Developmental Disabilites Institued) Im both happy and nervous. Its hard to rember the ay he had a seizure for my freinds who know me personally youve seen what happened.
I had my first date unwillingly this year it was my moms bfs younger brother and he is 27 to my 18, needless to say the fact he didnt speak english and the age difference made me want to cry. Im just to busy fro relationships anyway these days..... i did not enjoy the date it made me uncomfterble personally i like older guys but that was too big an age difference.
....overall Im stressed, lonly, tired, fustrated, and doing pretty well. ^ ^
· Tue Aug 07, 2007 @ 01:47pm · 0 Comments