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I cant wait until i move out, i hate my mom so bad. i could slit her neck and be the happiest girl alive. im always either sad or mad when im at home. i know i have an anger problem but being punched and slaped around isnt helping any. all i want is to not be hit for once over soemthing someone else does. all she wants to do is sit around smoking weed all the time while i tend to her needs and her baby's. when im around her i want to die because i get so mad cause she has everyone fooled, thinking she is a christian and not smoking weed and crap like that. she has everyone wraped around her finger and im the only one who knows who she really is. she makes me lie for her and lie to the cops. she is going to be so so so sorry for the things she has done to me in the past cause some things i just cant forget no matter how hard i try.