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When The Snow Melts X

Everything was dead silent. Then the sounds around me started picking up. Slowly one by one. The bristling of the leaf less trees, the cars that zoomed by, my aunts desprate sobs to get me to understand, Sindo's voice trying to calm me, and then me. I was yelling; I didn't know. I was shouting harsh words, words that I myself didn't even understand. "Rose....hunny......p-p-please understand that w-w-we don't w-w-want to get rid of you, w-w-we w-w-would p-p-prefer it if you didn't go, but you have to go. ", Aunt Layla manged to stutter through her sobs. "We don't want the last time you saw your mother to be under those circumstances." It was quite obvious that i didn't want to understand. I didn't believe it and I wasn't going to. "Tia you are lying to me!", I bellowed, "You do want to get rid of me! But I don't want to go!" I was yelling and crying so much that i had almost forgotten about Sindo I turned to him with tears rolling like rapid rivers down my cheeks. "Tell her not to make me go, Sindo maybe she will finally understand." For a moment there was shock and pain in his exspresion, almost like he was going to cry and I thought he was going to stand up for me, that he was going to prove to my aunt those words he spoke to me earlier that day, but when he spoke, it snowed. His face adjusted rather quickly from his shock and his pain to a face of anger and hate "Rosetta, just leave" Sindo said coldy. I shivered and i knew it wasn't from the wind, or the cold air. I stepped back slowly with mad disbelief. I shook my head and a weak smile spread across my face, i managed to choke up some words " No...n-no you are lying."
"No", Sindo replied with his icy voice.
The smile wiped off my face and i was beating Sindo in the chest, but Sindo didn't care his handwere palced in his pocket like it didn't even hurt. I was pissed i wasn't getting to him. I screamed with every once of energy i had "If you aren't lying now then you were lying earlier! You are a b*****d and I hate you!" i stopped hitting him very slowly and just stoode there my fists to his chest just crying and weak. " I see you stepped up from calling me a jerk" Sinda luaghed a cold little laugh. His laugh stopped when i spoke in an ultra low voice to were only he could hear me, it was close to a whisper. "Sindo, you broke your promise like i knew you would. I never thought we could be but for the first time i felt happy", i paused; the tears were going staight to the ice on the floor because i was completely bent over with my fists still on his chest, "just being with you made me feel that way. i started to foolishly believe that this could work out! i'm sorry we have to end like this and that we weren't able to talk about it!
" i hope you and that ohter girl are happy and that she gets better treated."
i heard him say "rosetta" quite soft and low with a little bit of sadness in his voice, but i couldn't be sure because it was carried witht he wind. i still continued on with my soft voice " you don't have to act with me anymore! i am stronger now and will take this. Good-Bye Sindo" I removed my fists from his chest, and looked up hopeful that his expression would be soft and loving but he wasn't looking at me anymore. He was looking out into the ditance to his left side witha stern angry expression.
I gave up trying to get him to love me again. I turned away in despair; walking towards my aunt who had stood there the whole time with out a single word. Knowing that it wouldn't work I turned my head over my shoulder and said still in a soft voice but just a little louder "i wasn'r lying" and turned back towards my aunts open arms which i accepted kindly! i heard Sindo's footsteps as he turned and walked away. Even though i wanted to look over to him for the last time i decided not to. It had continued to snow the whole time i was in my aunts arms crying.

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