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Im tired. My usually wild spirit is destroyed. I tried my best to fight it. But I lost the battle, but the war as well. My sister, Celesta, she has taken everthing from me. She's taken my art from me, my writing, and my everlasting love for horses, as well as my riding lessons which were originally supposed to be MINE alone!

This has broken my heart. If there is a way to mend it, I do not know. My broken heart not only tames my wild spirit completely, it also sends a phisical pain throughout my body. That's why I have been in so much pain lately.

If anyone is reading this, I hope you know what I'm going through now. I know that the younger of siblings sometimes triumphs over their elder siblings, but in this case, the elder succeeds......