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So I was up last night like always, browsing Gaia.. watching jdramas, skimming MA forums, and all when I came upon something in mid-laughter. I'm laughing at the computer.. Yeah, I know, 'No s**t Sherlock!' But seriously.. it slapped me! Why the ******** am I so connected to the damn thing!?! There's a whole world out there!! A WHOLE world!! And for the past few days due to my nocturnal ways and my lack of gas my reach out to that world was limited to a mere 20 ft radius! Suffice to say I all of a sudden felt small, I lacked content, and worse.. I felt caged. -shudders- Then I thought.. why wasn't I using my legs.. I mean people back then had to walk to wherever they wanted to go! I mean I understand that I can reach a mass amount of people, a larger world through the web but... not physically... and sometimes for me that's not enough!

So I thought.. What if... I quite Gaia, and not just Gaia.. but the whole high-tech interwebzeh scene?.. not forever but.. enough to at least break me of my spell of attachment.. yeah I realize that might compromise a few connections here and there and the fact that I may come back realizing the comp is a pretty boring scene to be on as much as I was, but... I mean.. I don't know lol, it just bothers me.. I feel empty all of a sudden.. incomplete..

In anycase it was just a passing thought ya know? I mean right now I can't.. I've got some stuff to finish up and favors to do and all that jazz.. but hopefully when I find a good time.. I'm shooting for 2 months, maybe 3.. no comp.. and minimal TV. 3nodding The worst that'll happen is that fact that it's gonna be hard as hell to reach me... which seems to be on the top 5 in the 'Reasons to Beat Mai With a Stick Next Time I Find Her List' lol. Eh, I'll probably try this little number out in the new school year I hope. :3

Now this is a challenge I can't wait to get done! whee

Sore ja. ^_^