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I have been spending waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much time on gaia. I've actually started thinking of some of the people I know online as actual friends. @_@ It's slightly scary.

I've also become a bit of a cam whore in my boredom. It's a double edged sword, because people tend to only compliment my hair and there's a difference between having cool hair and being cute. D: Oh how I wish I was the latter, I'd be so much happier *emo*.

SO anyway, back to my 'friends'. I've become an F&S whore lately (shocking, I know, a gay guy in a fashion forum, will the IRONY never end?), and the more I talk to people there, the more I like them. Sure, they're all ASSHOLES, but they're my assholes. ;D They've all got their little quirks and bitchy attitudes and opinions, just like me.

I especially like LJ, aka, Lu. She's cool. Phen's great, but I've known her awhile (she's one of the unbitchy ones, or at least seems it). Who else? Oh, The Almighty Toilet Plunger (or is it plumber, I can't rmember. I've known her longer as CAstrato, I think) is a b***h sometimes. I like her though. I should friend her.

Of course there's the real bitches there, but even they're alright. It's kinda nice, hating people and yet liking them at the same time. I wish meeting people offline was this easy.

Oh, and another thing, nearly all the people in that forum are hot. No lie. Especially the guys and 'scene' kids. I'd totally pounce on them in real life (but not really cause they wouldn't talk to me emo ).

On the subject of fashion, I'm growing into mine. Steampunk for the win. Traditional steampunk is a bit too clean for me though; it needs a bit more punk and goth thrown in, but it'll suit me with some alterations. I can't wait until I get me some bloomers and a corset. It'll be interesting walking in the halls at school then, but I honestly don't care. If some idiot does have the balls to gay bash me, they'll be found out anyway. Lot's of people know me by name or by 'that random gay kid' so I should be fine.

Did I mention the guys in the f&S are pretty? It's hard to believe I could sink so low as to think that about people ONLINE, but I've stopped caring. They're pretty, I compliment them, and scurry away. Or that would be the case, if I wasn't a compliment seeking b*****d. Oh pity the boy with the awesome hair and a face that doesn't match *melodramatic pose*. Emilie Autumn would be so proud of me, seeking compliments and fanning myself delicately at the throes of men I want to get into the pants of but will have nothing to do with me. Alas, such is the life of a gay guy. D<

Oh, and as long as I'm being random, I'm still behind on Maria's story. It's sad. I want it done already so I can finish other stuff, start a fanfic, and write the sequel to it. D< Grrr, sometimes I hate being thorough.

Oh, and to those who read these journal entries (and I know you do, I have an archive. 119 people read that Snow White drabble, yet no one commented. Dorks, all of you, and I do mean whale d**k), for chrissakes give me your opinions on my life and my bitchy attitude in general. why do you think I post these things online where everyone I know can see them and criticize me for being the dramatic and bitchy person I am?

Oh, and on that note, I think my sarcasm and what I thought was sharp wit are slowly fading away. It makes me sad. Anyway, it's now 2:53 in the morning, and I'm tired. I shall sleep now.

Stupid Jon and ******** up my sleeping schedule.