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Why the hell do you want to read my personal thoughts? Get a life of your own My rantings

darkwater alchemist
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So This guy is coming to hang out with my friends and I!! I MEAN WHAT THE ******** IS THAT?!?! What the hell have I done to deserve this s**t? But I'm doing what I always do. I just bottle up al of my emotion...Then when I'm alone I cry...Sad isnt it? Ya I'm that pathetic...Nobody knows the real me because I'm afraid to show them...And...It just sucks. What do I do? Do I lie and say everything is ok? Or do I be honest and lose a friend? Every question I ask myself comes up with one answer. Suicide. Don't worry I'm not going to -.- Honestly I've never been one to say "******** off its my life" or something like that. This is the one time would want to. Why should I care? I dont want to but I do...The nly reason I am here is because I dont want to upset anyone...Not that it wouldnt take anyone very long to get over my death. And my other friend is using the guy I like....Do I say anything? Or just keep quiet like I always do? Of course I'm just asking myself...I'm the only one I have to talk to...So does that make me crazy? And whay does EVERY GODDAMN QUESTION lead to another one? I don't get this....Its just too much....So why cant I just die?

User Comments: [1]
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comment Commented on: Sun Jul 15, 2007 @ 04:18am
i would say act bitchy and kick his a** cuz he cant be just stepping all over you property .........and with your friend using the guy you like ..... tell your friend to stop if he dont care .... SLAP HIM!

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