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Why do we feel empty from within?
Why do we feel the need to sin?
I have no reason for this misconception...

Found by the miscreants of fear and torture
Burned by the yearn to hear no more
Leave me be in my emptyness...


I'm often misunderstood by your average normal human many times to be suicidal, though I do perform such thoughts; never to attempt them. I'm very well right now. my current life in the new world without Evey is proceeding a new emotion from deep within my own being. Is it such a horrid subject to be discussing at a time like this? I think not......Please, I beg of you, don't be so worried about my mental health.

*chuckles* An out-of-the-ordinary moment happened quite a while ago, as I may say. I met this very well-mannered, beautiful, humorous young woman in the market today. Her appearance was blonde flowly hair that goes down to her shoulders, eyes like the color of sapphires being burned into the sunset, a pair of elven ears attached to her face, and a cherry red heart-shapped mouth. Why did I have the desire to look upon her face while I was picking up her reciept? She looked at me, smiled with kindness and thanked me. She took off after that, my guess she was in a particular hurry.

She was so....beautiful.....I want to meet her yet again, but I'm unable to do that deed.

Is there someone positively out there in the sea for me? Should I consider taking a humble offer to apply for a special girl's companion? I'm at a complete loss.....


Ciao~

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