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Confessions of an abnormal girl's heart
My pathetic little life, the anger issues... the people that help me through all the day to day stuff... and the melt downs from time to time..... this is really confessions of an abnormal girl's heart
Goodbye to You
My Chest Swelling with pain as my heart beats, pounds through my chest

Eyes sealed shut tightly refusing to look behind, and forward

My mind screaming at me

I don't know what I'm doing or even why

The wind's in my face and I'm standing on the edge

Taking a step; with one foot in front of the other

I feel as each step I slowly take I'm sealing my fate

Ripping myself apart inside

I feel so numb now

All I know is I'm moving forward and not stopping

And all I know is I'm can't and am never looking back

Because what once was, is never coming back

I'm running

No clue as to why

But I know I cannot go back

I'm pushing myself away

I can't drag myself or anyone else down anymore

I'm out

Our lives are going down different roads stretch and now going apart

I will try and keep in touch and keep what little we still have close

But I can't stay holding myself back waiting for you to see

I'm gone

My heart pounding at my chest

My eyes sealed shut

The wind's blowing in my face

And I don't care

I can only pick myself up and laugh and smile while I try to keep going on

To never come back

And I'm never going to look back

Because what once was will never happen again.

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    comment God Of Wolf · Community Member · Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 02:29pm
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