I post to get gold. And to relieve stress.
apparenlty, I'm not quitting my job. I want to - but Missy's baby is coming to the daycare and they said she's only going there because I'm there and I can't quit. I wanna quit!! I want a better paying job- but alas, I can't say no to anyone.
I think I might have messed up between and friend and me. >< I always do that. This (online) friend has been talking to me about his friend that he rather likes a lot and was even a lover to. I adored them as a couple except said friend was very mean to his friend. Well... my friend got me in touch with his friend. And I've become rather attatched to both of them. they both kind of tell me things about the other that they like - and I'm trying to subtly work things out. I like it. I like their friendship - it makes me feel... nice. However.... it's kind of obvious that unless one friend changes - they're so not getting back together. And they shouldn't until my friend gets his head out of his a** and stops being a jerk. So... I sort of told that friend that he needs to straighten up and not be such a d**k to my other friend.
And he was actually nice to his friend for once. But it backfired. The other friend, though loving the nice attitude - was just made more lonely by it. Because, he wanted someone nice all the time - which is not my friend. The only thing.... I kind of told my friend what my other friend said not to tell him. >< So, now i think they're both upset with me. It didn't help my internet kept cutting off in the middle of the conversation. So, I might have lost two friends - actually my only friends. xD and it's sad - because I've never met them before. God, i need a life with friends... friends that I've actually seen. >_<
Ah, just ranting for gold.
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