i am a big family person... i have 2 sisters *yet i have never saw them* and 1 brother who lives right beside me *we live in apartments* anyways... i have only seen my dad twice since i was 3... i had a step dad who i now no longer care to mention about... and then i have my mom... so family is a big thing for me b/c i have a really small family unit... anyways my brother *who is 23* is acting like an freakin little 2 yr old b/c he isnt gettin his way... right now i am in california but i live in alabama... *good ol' redneck state* anyways my mom and my bro have been arguing a lot the past two days and i hate having to hear that will i am here... i feel completely useless b/c i am not there to straighten everything out... *i am usually like a ref., little ol' me trying to put everything right and i hate it* my bro got fired from his job and now he still thinks that mom and I are goin to support him *money wise*. i cant do that... i have other things i have to deal w/ right now... i mean i have college in august so that means i have to get school supplies, clothes, and stuff like that, then i have other things i want to be able to do... like get my own car *that is another subject that is about to come up*, open a checking account... ya know stuff that "adults" should do... yet w/ my bro he thinks that money is going to come out of the sky on him or we are going to take care of him and not worry about us... plus he has a gf who he lives w/ yet she cant get a job b/c she has no social security card, no i.d. or anything like that so she stays at their house and does basically nothin... but clean. yet for the past three months mom and i have given him money for his rent *when he lived somewhere else* i bought their food for them. now my bro thinks that the only car that we have is his... just b/c it is in his name, mom couldnt put it under hers for legal reasons so they put it under his... so he thinks he is the "king of the car". my grandpa *who died in nov.* gave my mom the car. it was like a wish he wanted before he died... plus he goes and spent the money that he did have when he was still workin on stupid stuff... like he went and put a ring on laway for his gf just b/c she is pregnant and they think they love each other... ok if yu lve each other then yu shouldnt fight almost everyday... some fights are understandable yet nt like theirs... i hate it all b/c i am here enjoying a summer vacation and they are there yellin and fightin... i feel so helpless and confused and i just want to go somewhere and cry and pray that everything was better than this... i feel so strecthed out right now and i feel like my heart is getting thinner and i cant stop it... i dont know what i can do anymore..........