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I've been having these dreams lately (kingdom hearts). And there she was.....as if haunting me.......plaguing my vision, filling my heart with desire............shes every where......every thought.......every dream.........it doesn't make sense.......i dont fall in love.............it's a lie....it's always a lie. And then it happened........she called...........i remember sitting there........my heart skipped a beat..........my blood ran cold.......why.........she shouldn't have called..........i don't know what to do...........and here i am again.......lying to myself............it always does.........the nagging evil creeping through the crack in the glass.......it lies to me.......maybe i should run.........i always run....always.............maybe i should talk to her again..........and say what...........im a jerk..........i am..........a jerk.........maybe i should sleep......dreams.....i love the eternal bliss.......my dreams........they talk to me......give me answers.......i will sleep............my....oasis.....