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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

Chapter One

Pan: 17Bra: 19Trunks: 21 Goten: 20Marron: 19

Pan sat in bra’s room listening to Bra and Marron talk about celebrity hotties in several magazines they were looking at. “Pan, who do you think is hott?” Marron turned to Pan and blinked innocently.

“You know I don’t like gawking over guys,” Pan said rather sternly, “I don’t even know why I’m here with you guys when I can be sparring with Trunks,” she crossed her arms. Marron immediately turned to Bra.

“I didn’t know Pan had the hotts for your brother, Bra, did you know?”

“No I didn’t,” Bra winked at Marron, “Actually, now that you mention it, they are always hanging out with each other,” Pan glared at them. Bra continued anyways, “she only comes over to see him anyway.” She teased talking like pan was not listening.

“I’m not infatuated with your brother Bra!” Pan shouted at them.

“Your brother is hott Bra, I don’t know, she doesn’t sound convincing.”

“Back off you guys! I don’t like him like that!” Pan snapped and walked out of Bra’s room. Were friends, I can’t possibly like him like that. Just then she ran into Trunks.

“Hey Pan, I was just going to ask if you wanted to spar with me.” Trunks put his arm around her neck and practically forced her to go with him down stairs.

“And if I want to say no!” she snapped.

“Too bad, you don’t have a choice,” Trunks laughed and lightly punched her in the stomach. Pan punched him back, and ran the rest of the way downstairs and outside.

“Fine lets spar! You know I’m going to win anyways,” Pan laughed

“In your dreams Pan!” Trunks ran up to her and pinned her to the ground. Pan was shocked at the position she was in. Underneath Trunks, him between her legs, and pinned to the ground, both breathing heavily from running. She looked up at him and blushed. He was completely starring at her, affectingly even. Pan realized she not only had the hotts for him but she had a strange sexual desire for him.

“So now that you have me pinned to the ground what do you plan on doing with me,” Pan said trying not to sound nervous. Trunks continued to stare at her, and then he leaned his head down and put his lips on hers. Pan was completely shocked, and then relaxed and kissed him back. He brushed his tongue across her lips and there tongues touched for the very first time. He removed his hands from her wrists, and pan wrapped her arms around his neck. He moaned and slid his hands around her waist.

“Trunks, Pan, time for lunch!” Bulma yelled out the back door. Trunks immediately pulled away from her. He looked at her speechless, and then ran towards the house. Pan got up off the ground and watched Trunks ran away. She wiped all the leaves off of her and walk slowly towards Capsule Corp. “I’m going to pretend that never happened,” she said to herself quietly, “I’ll be fine,” she was still shaking all over, still trying to get over the fact she just completely made out with Trunks. She calmed herself down before she entered the back door into the kitchen. She saw Trunks desperately trying hard not to make eye contact with her. Bra and Marron were already sat the table eating their sandwiches. Pan made a fake smile at Bulma, “So, what’s on the menu?”

“Oh, nothing complicated, just a sub sandwich I made for you guys.” Bulma smiled, do want one?”

“Yes please, but can I have it to go. I have things to do,” she lied she just wanted to get out and away from Trunks for a while. She glanced at him, “Hey Trunks?” he went pale and looked up from his plate; he was thinking she would say something about what happened ten minutes ago. “Want to spar later?” She asked with a pleasant smile on her face. He grunted and then went back to his plate.

“Well here you go, I put two sandwiches in it for you, I know how Sayjins are always hungry after they spar.” Bulma handed Pan a paper bag and she said her thanks and left. She flew into the air hovering above the place she had made out with Trunks. Shaking the memory out of her head she flew home.

Pan walked into her room, dropped off her bag, and put the food in her tiny frig in the corner of her room. She fell on her bed and sighed as she started to Remember Trunks. Damn! I can’t believe I gave him my first kiss! she yelled inwardly at herself. Then fell asleep. Six hours later. Her phone rang. “Hello?”

“Hey pan it me Bra.”

“What’s up?”

“Do you want to go out tonight with Marron and I?”

“Where?” Pan asked suspiciously.

“Oh, just a harmless party, that’s all.”

“Oh, fine. Do I have to dress up?”

“Of course! Just come over and we will do you all up, were already ready.”

“Ok I’ll be over.”

“Ok, laters!”

“Bye,” Pan got up and flew out her window. Before she set foot on the property of Capsule Corp. she made a mental decision not to confront Trunks about what happened earlier. She entered the house and went straight to Bra’s room.

“Oh there you are! Come here we are going to do a total makeover on you. Tonight I want you to get at least one guys phone number.” Bra said sitting Pan in front of a mirror. Marron waxed her eyebrows and Bra did her nails, after they put a red dress on her.

“Bra are you going to just leave her hair down straight like that?”

“Yeah she always has it up and hidden. I want her to let it all out.” Bra said as she put her hands in Pans hair and fanned it out.

“Are you guys finished with tormenting me yet?” Pan sounded rather irritated.

“Not yet,” Bra said, “we still have to do your make-up.” Bra and Marron started on her make-up.

“What if I don’t a man?” Pan whined.

“Because, I said so, that’s why.” Bra said forcibly.

“I pan on getting a date tonight!” Marron said excitedly.

“And I’m going to meet up with Goten.” Bra added. What seemed like forever Bra and Marron finished with her whole “make over”. She never really liked gawking over guys at parties and she was never interested in the stupid dating games that all the female played at school. Pan would only be with one man, and that was if she needed a mate. Right now the only guy strong enough for that position was Trunks, but to her that only seemed out of the question.

Just then there was a knock at Bra’s door. Bra opened the door and it was Trunks. Pan stiffened; she didn’t expect to see him so soon. After the whole kissing in the leaves she didn’t really want to see him that soon. Not that she hated him; it’s just she hates awkward silences. Trunks was in mid sentence to his sister when he looked at Pan all dressed up. He was out right staring at her.

“Hello! Earth to Trunks, stop staring at Pan and finish your question. I have no time we’re going to a party.

“I was saying… wait a minute what party?”

“Not that it’s any of you business, but Jason’s party.” Bra sounded irritated by the second.

“Hey Trunks, you want to come with us? We have room in the car.” Marron ask nudging pan in the side. Pan felt very uncomfortable under Trunks gaze.

“Yeah, I’ll come,” he said almost robotically still staring at Pan.

“Great! You can wait for us down stairs.” Bra rolled her eyes and walked up to Trunks and pushed him out of her room into the hallway and then shut the door on trunks. Pan sighed in relief.

“What was that all about?” Marron asked Pan.

“He just hasn’t seen me all dresses up before that’s all.” Pan lied she had figured out that he had not kissed her if he didn’t like her ‘just as friends.’ Bra turned the chair Pan was sitting in and Pan looked at her self in the mirror. No wonder why he was staring, I look hott! Everyone walked downstairs and out where the cars were.

“I’m driving,” bra stated dangling her keys in front of Trunks’s face.

“I call shot gun!” Maroon looked at Trunks and Pan, “Guess you guys are in the back together,” Marron smiled mischievously.

“Umm…” Trunks scratched the back of his head, “you look beautiful.” He opened the car door and Pan got in.

“Thanks,” Pan smiled at Trunks.

In the car Pan noticed Trunks would stare at her when she was not looking, she smiled at his and he quickly looked away. They arrived at the party and Bra was so anxious to see Goten that she ran into the house dragging pan with her. Pan got stranded right in the middle of the dance floor. All the guys were dancing all up on her and stuffing their numbers in her jacket pocket. Pan was having so much fun she forgot about Trunks. Over in the kitchen every time when Trunks saw pan dance with another guy he would take another drink of alcohol looking very jealous.

“Trunks, what’s up, you look pissed,” Goten asked Trunks. Trunks glared at his sister hanging on his best friend, then took one more look and Pan then stormed out into the back yard. He walked up to the nearest tree and started punching it. Bra saw this and immediately went to get Pan., and Goten went to calm Trunks down.

When she got to Pan she was still dancing with Jason very seductively. “Pan,” Bra sounded scared, “you got to come with me now!” she knew if Trunks was pissed then Goten will be fighting with Trunks to calm him down, and she didn’t want her newest boyfriend to get killed.

“What’s wrong?”

“It’s Trunks he’s had too many drinks and he’s pissed, and Pan, he beating up Goten. He’s pissed Goten can’t calm him down!” Bra finally managed to get out of the crowd and pulled Pan to the backyard.

“Trunks!” Pan screamed at Trunks who was still beating up on Goten. He stopped and dropped Goten to the ground.

“Goten!” Bra cried and ran to Goten’s bloodied body.

“Trunks… what’s wrong with you! He’s your best friend!” Pan could smell the alcohol in his breath.

“Pan…” Trunks said as he starred at her, his eyes softened, then he waked up to her and put his hand on her cheek. He pulled her to him and kissed her right in front of everybody. “I love you Pan.” Pan was on the verge of crying.

“Trunks you’re drunk!”

“That doesn’t mean that I don’t love you Pan!” Trunks shouted.

“Then tell me when you’re not drunk!” Pan shouted back, “Now come on lets go home.” Her tears still falling from her eyes.

“NO!” Trunks grabbed her arm, and flew into the air with Pan behind him. Pan couldn’t get away.

“Where are we going Trunks?” Pan sounded Nervous.

“Somewhere we can be alone!”