Urrg! he wants me back and for the longest time I wanted him back too, but now I can't see what I ever saw in him. I see nothing, a boy who wants my attention when I want to give non! Today he kept calling me asking if I was done with my hw so I could go hang out with him. I'm not done and I don't want to hang out, but of course i didn't tell him the last part 'cause i don't want to hurt him. What to do? Just last week I had feelings for him and was excited to know that he was still feeling for me too but now I don't even really want to see him at all. Is this horable? Am I this horable person now? Why is my head playing these tricks on me and why can't it be stopped? Latley boys are more and more annoying. Really they are quite stupid and should have sence knocked into them, possibly quite forcefully. I can't wait for school to be out so I have more time to myself to think things through. All I need is time to think but I have a good idea of what the answer will be and I don't like it but it dosen't involve him. But I don't want to hurt him and he is going to be a tech next yaer! CRAP!!!!! When the techs don't like you the actors are screwed!!! Boys suck. I hate them!
If anyone accually does read this I apoligize for the spelling, grammer and puncuation mistakes it may have. I'm not taking the time to read over it.
· Sun May 13, 2007 @ 11:44pm · 0 Comments