No, it was the children who mattered more.
And the main difference between before and now, was that she felt compelled to look. To search. For those beings often whispered about, those with the power to help troubled does in such times.
Perhaps she herself was not troubled, but See Me did have misgivings from the last time that she wanted to rectify. She just...could not do so on her own.
Moonstone Dazzle