Yes I call it a conspiracy. I’m not sure if I have ever told you guys on Gaia that when I was young like 6 to 8 I used to wear glasses.
I talked to mom about it recently and asked her how the hell am I not wearing them now cuz I mean cmon vision doesn’t get better over time but here I am seeing fine enough. I’m not lying cuz we’ve got pictures. Amazes me. Pretty sure I lied to the eye doctor back then to be stupid and autistic but mom said they looked and said I had kinda bad eyes. I dunno. I don’t remember back then but pics don’t lie. I dunno. My parents know me more then myself but how? I see fine, well least before the Beau eclipse of 2017 where I feel like I see like crap but still. How am I not wearing now? Conspiracy. It’s ancient history I don’t remember anything age 10 from below. So I Dunno.
Have I told you guys about this before?
Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2017 1:47 am
I mean for all we know I got lasik or something at age 7 or so and don’t remember it, I dunno. Things before age 9 is like a blur to me and my brothers it’s scary. All we know is just pop culture media and stuff back then. Somethings our parents aren’t telling me I know it. Before age 9 is like dark ages. Maybe I should detailing read all my base medical records cuz when we were kids we went to the clinic on the Air Force base til 18. Apparently I had a bunch of mental health records from the base but were destroyed in like late 90s early 00s? I dunno. What were they? Never gonna know. Urghh want to know. Hope my life isn’t a lie where I am a different beau from the beau from age 9 and lower. Better not be a clone. My bro Blaine says I was decapitated, or fell head on ice when skating and died at 6 to 8. Lots of things possible. Urghh just talking nonsense. I think I woke up confused one day in late 90s, I dunno. My original better not have died and I suddenly wake up instead. Urghh soo confusing. I’m me... well I think. Ok somethings not right about me. This world I see through my eyes doesn’t seem right. I dunno.
Anaya the Bee
Anaya the Bee
Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2018 8:08 pm
I know I haven’t told you this yet but as of lately I feel like I’m getting really really like unbalanced. Like I feel dizzy like really often where I like walk really weirdly like I can’t keep my balance. Like sometimes I slide into a wall and don’t know why, or almost fall over. I hit (move my body) into like things randomly like I have bad motor skills or something. Makes me think I am a zombie where I can’t walk straight and may hit things. No I don’t see weirdly, my brain might just be weird and messed up where I can’t walk right. Doesn’t mean I see distortions. R from warm bodies walks all weirdly and zombie like in stuff but doubt he sees weirdly. I think our motor skills just gets weird. Hope I’m not dying, I feel fine, just feels weird sometimes when I walk.
Like this girl, I want my glasses to look like hers. eek My brother Blaine said that he remembers me wearing glasses when young and that they were really big glasses. So may have big ones, like 80s, I’m soo weird.