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The Diar-.. The JOURNAL of Caiden Darren Alexander.

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PostPosted: Sun Apr 03, 2011 1:31 pm


Not a Diary. I'm a dude. It's a Journal
Damnit.. Journal is just the male version of a diary. Screw this.

Dear Diary JOURNAL! (Damn it all!)

The first day at Hogwarts had gone off great. I made it to all of my classes alive, and lets face it, that was more than even I expected. I'm glad though, because I heard from a new friend that some teachers are strict and do not let students make excuses. God, they are going to hate me.

The new friend of mine is another gryffindor. Her name is Sparrow, and she's really something. She's a third year, and she can
Fly. I mean, I couldn't even beat her dive today. I'm so rusty. It's been months though, so hopefully I'll get back into the swing of it. She was really nice though, although she seems to be closed up to me. I think she's playing hard to get, but I can't tell. Who knows?

Also, I met another girl today in Care of Magical Creatures. Her name, I have no clue. She was a Slytherin girl, and she seemed pretty nice. Although, she did... frighten me a little. That's okay though, I'll get used to her I think. She just seems a bit angered by the world at the moment. Maybe something happened, or maybe she just hasn't learned to live life. Maybe I can teach her a little more about that. This beast can't be tamed sometimes. (;

-Caiden Alexander

P.S. Sorry about scribbling in you... You probably don't care about my life problems, but I'm sure you're used to it, right? Cool. Thanks!
PostPosted: Thu Sep 15, 2011 3:31 pm




Dear Journal,

I have to be honest. When I saw this, because I forgot I had it, I nearly started to cry. I feel like a girl writing like this, but things honestly haven't been the best. I guess where I should start would be the summer, where, well, Sparrow and I broke up. She doesn't even go by Sparrow anymore, which I guess I can't blame her for. She wanted to go by her old name. Strange. Anyway, things haven't been looking too great for me lately. I came back, and on the first day, I started bawling, right outside the quidditch pitch. I felt so weak. I felt so alone.

I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I haven't really made any friends that would be willing to help me out with any of my issues, and I'm really just trying to make it through right now. Sparrow, or, well, Fionna, she seems to have moved on just fine. I don't get it! Was I that easy to get over? I really liked the girl. I tried too. It wasn't my fault.... I didn't Kiss Riley, but she did kiss me, and I tried to pull away, but she just wouldn't stop. How can I deal with all of this anymore? Now Fionna is with this guy that is two years older than her, and he's just a little sketchy. I mean, I guess it's a good thing that I've caught them avoiding each other and arguing here and there, but I don't know if they will get over that.

I did talk to Sparrow in the Common room. She seemed to be doing alright. I did that thing that I used to do with the blanket to her, and she thanked me for it, but it didn't seem right. I bet that was the last time that I would get to do that. Now I don't know what I'm going to do, because she's moved on. It's not like I can play Quidditch here, since I missed tryouts and she would have turned me down the be on the team in a second. Maybe things will change. Maybe she'll need a replacement player. Maybe I can be the one to change things. I guess all I can do is try. I just want a second chance with her. If it doesn't work out, then I'll know it wasn't meant to be. I'll know that she really doesn't want to be with me, or that she just doesn't trust me. I would never do anything to hurt her though. Or at least, I wouldn't try. I guess my biggest mistake was hiding that letter from from Riley and not telling Fionna about it. If I would have said something to her, maybe things would have been different... I think I'll put that letter in here, just to document. I brought one with me to hopefully get a chance to explain things to Sparrow. I just hope I get that opportunity.

- Sign, Caiden Alexander.
xxxxxxx
9/15/11

Y a m i - D h a m p i r

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