If You Really Knew Me...

[FauxZombie]

If you really knew me, you'd know that I become easily stressed when it comes to trying to create an intimate relationship.  

[PinaPitaChan]

If you really knew me, you'd know that my willpower can't allow me to let him go. I still love him and now that I know he felt the same way, it makes it even harder.  

[Kaiju Koi]

...you'd know if something makes me upset, I fixate on it until it gets
resolved. One tiny incident can ruin my entire month.
x_______x

 

[Vampire_Panda14]

... you'll see the pain i hide from everyone else and you will know when i try to self distruct  

[worm squirm]

...you'd know that i am dying in anticipation for blackberry season

wild blackberries
oh my goodness  

[Eddefred]

You'd know I'm on the brink of loving in my car, that is until they impound it because I haven't renewed my plates yet.
Then it's the streets for this gai.

That, and I can never say no to chocolate. Especially melted chocolate flowing from a foutain.
Omfg now I want chocolate 8D  

[PinaPitaChan]

PinaPitaChan

If you really knew me, you'd know that my willpower can't allow me to let him go. I still love him and now that I know he felt the same way, it makes it even harder.

You'd know that this is no longer the case and I deserve SO much better. And you'd know that I can never forgive you for taking my innocence. But I'm happy now and I love myself more than I would ever love you. But I'll never tell you this.  

[RaynebowBunnyBuns]

If you really knew me, you would know that I don't give myself credit for what I do well, and I take more of the blame than I should for things I cannot control. This is why communication is so important to me.  

[Elveszetta]

If you really knew me, you'd know that I haven't come out to my family because they are homophobic. You'd know that I am left at home all the time by myself because I hate shopping with my mom (she always brings up my weight).You'd know that I've never once been skinny, and grew up being teased all the time for my weight;it is something I've struggled with for a long time.You'd know that I may never be able to have children.You'd know that I have considered gender change surgery several times in my lifetime. You'd know that I was afraid of heights,tight spaces, and the down side of any escalator. You'd know that I think about ways I could end my life because I feel inferior to everyone around me, and like a waste of space. You'd know that I don't have very many ambitions because my goals are too far out of reach.You'd know that I'd be afraid to get too close to someone I liked, and would wind up pushing them away for fear of rejection and being cheated on. You'd know that I love anime, horror films, and comedies.You'd know that I play Soul Calibur V all the time just to see if I could get any better. You'd know that my favorite type of food is ramen, or noodles in general. You'd know that I always hide the truth behind a giggle and a smile. You'd know that I try to please people more often than I should. You'd know that i have been used for money, rides, and for so called "friends"sneaking over in the middle of the night after hooking up. You'd know that I was adopted. You'd know that the easiest way for me to be your friend is to be silly,childish, and to have a lot of laughter.


I think that says enough about me....xD

 

[colon bracket]

If you really knew me, you'd know that telling me to calm down makes me ridiculously angry.

And if you really knew me, you'd notice when I've decided that I'm done with you.  

[Dr. OCD]

If you really knew me... you'd know that I'm actually pretty neurotic.  

[Lilithiann]

If you really knew me, you'd know that despite me living as a recluse, I'm actually a very lonely person who is socially awkward and often suffers from social anxiety, but I do enjoy the company of others.