My It-Gets-Better StoryI went to a Catholic elementary school, where I was bullied and it never really bothered me because I've never really cared what others think. However, it did teach me to be low key. Hence, when I moved to a public middle school and high school, then beyond into Catholic high school, I wasn't really bothered, but on the opposite side, ignored.
My story's not really so much a result from my being gay as much as a complete nerd, but I have a feeling a lot of people from the gay community can relate because my situation was that I was alienated. I didn't have many friends in high school and the ones I did have, I didn't really feel like I could open up to.
My Junior year was a significantly rough patch. I spent more time on the computer than anywhere else because at least I had forums online. However, for me, that wasn't enough, because I truly wanted to feel like I belonged somewhere. I got more and more depressed and started withdrawing from everything. Long story short, I eventually attempted to kill myself, but obviously was unsuccessful.
I couldn't be more happy that I didn't succeed. The next year, my senior year of high school, we had a transfer student from Texas and she was AMAZING! We became best friends and that was just the start. My first year of college, I was actually popular. Who would have thought?!? I had more friends than I could count. People actually invited ME to stuff! I joined a bunch of organizations, got really involved. I couldn't be more happier.
All I have to say, is one day you'll actually appreciate the hardships that you've been through because they really help you appreciate life on a level that others can't imagine. You just have to stick through the rough times.
Also, I can't recommend college enough to anyone. It's such a welcoming environment for EVERYONE. It's such a great experience and well worth it.
Also, here's my favorite song that I listen to when feeling down. It definitely puts things in perspective:
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
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