Well, I kinda like five guys but I don't know if any of them will work out.


Jared- He goes to my school and is a super cutie. The thing is I'm SUPER shy and kinda have a guy staring problem. I really don't know him but I do know he has all the physical features that i like on guys plus he plays guitar. Since he was really hot me and friend would look at him at lunch (for some reason i was very obvious about it). I realized I liked him when he was walking down the hallway and I saw him and my stomach completely dropped. I thought oh hey it would easy if i got to know him through the internet so I added him on myspace and tried to talk to him and he NEVER messaged me back so I left him a message saying if your not going to talk to me just delete me, and he did but he also blocked me. it sucks because I REALLY like him and I have never even been close to being blocked in my entire life. Everyone likes me (friend wise)because I'm super sweet and never get mad at anyone. Now I think he thinks I'm like this stalker person.

John c.- He lives nowhere near me and I kinda think he might be a rapist because he keeps asking for nude pics which I so will never give to him or anyone. I not stupid but for some reason no matter what I cant not talk to him. At one point he said if I didn't send him the pic he would never talk to me again. So I had to have my sis block him on my phone and I didn't talk to him for like a year. Recently something made me wanna unblock him and start talking to him again. He still ask me for the pics but I always change the subject. What made me really nervous was the fact that he wouldn't tell me his age and got mad that I kept asking.

Brandon- He is like a best friend to me and always helps me when I need it. He is super sweet and adorable and he has a crush on me. The thing is he is only 14 and lives in Texas which is far from me and now his dad job is making him move to Egypt. The first time I meet him I had a crush on him but it made me feel like a *****- He super sweet and caring to me and was one of the best bfs I have ever had, we dated for 10 months which is the longest relationship I have ever had. I still really like him. We talk all the time still. He lives in jersey but I was going to move close to there when I graduated anyway.

Tyler- He live down the street from me and rides my bus. He is a freshmen but should be a sophomore so he is probably like 15-16. He is kinda on the weird side which isn't really a bad thing because I am too. He is so not shy because he started talking to me and friend the first day of school. Today on the bus he was making fun of this really annoying kid on the bus (he was just saying he was going burn his hat but he wasn't really going to do it) the kid really deserved it because him and his friend were made a terrorist vid about Obama. what retards, anyway when he was making fun of the kid he started laugh and the first thing I thought was. "awww he has a really cute laugh"

Well that about sums it up. I know this seems really stupid but it would help if you picked one. Also I'm a stupid like 13 year old who wants a guy, I'm a 17 almost 18 and I am completely serious about everything in this forum. I know I may not sound like I'm 17 but I promise I am. I would put a pic to prove it but I like 12. haha, anyway,so please help.

P.S: if you can, please give me advice and I'm super sensitive so if you could not flame me. plus I dont have very high self-esteem when it comes to this. please and thank you heart Btw their ages are Jared:17, John c.:19-20, brandon:14 almost 15, Joe:17, and Tyler 15-16