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 Posted: Tue May 19, 2009 3:06 pm
Spring had come and gone yet summer had not seemed yet to have taken hold. The days seemed to alternate. One day would be pouring rain while the next the sun would be shining warm and hot. As Rennigan walked, the evidence of rain was everywhere. The grass parted for mud beneath her hooves and she looked in dismay at how her legs had been dirtied. Not that she was an especially prim mare, but she had a desire to look her best today.
Tsubasa. She wondered if she'd be able to find him today. The stallion was a ray of light in her otherwise dismal life. He was her one real friend and she thought about him more than she would perhaps like to admit. She still couldn't open up to other soquili very well... but she didn't have to. She had her one friend and that was good enough for her.
Friend... was Tsubasa only that? At this point, it was a very difficult and very delicate question. Especially considering the state that Rennigan imagined herself to be in. She barely even dared whisper the thought to herself. Pregnant. She was pregnant. Tsubasa might not consider her anything more than just a friend, and Rennigan was pregnant. Fear gripped her heart and she frequently willed that fear to coldness. If he didn't want to stay with her and the foals then she would move on with her life. Even through that, though... she hoped... Beyond the wall of ice she had formed for her heart she frantically hoped that he would be there for her in a way that no one else had in her life.
She sighed in dismay when she saw how her hooves had sunk entirely into the muck. She'd need to find a river if she was ever going to wash this out... not that she didn't have larger things to worry about.
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Posted: Wed May 20, 2009 2:34 pm
 Tsubasa was flying low in the sky, the rain was not far and the weather was heavy for his wings. But he prefered searching by air rather than in the ground.He was searching for this lovely green mare he met before and he saw again after. She was in his mind from the first day as he managed to break the ice with her and was able to see many kindness in her.He knew his feeling for her were growing every time they met. But he didn't wanted to make things too fast, they were able to become friends and for him it was enough right now. But still he would love to tell her what were his feelings.Finally he was able to catch as she put her hooves in a muddy spot, it made him laughed but much because he fought she was cute looking for water he guessed. He waited a moment before showing himself. He can understood girls didn't want to be seen in this kind of situation.
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 7:17 pm
Finding a small stream, Rennigan waded in to clear the mud off her. It floated in strings and clumps downstream and she furrowed her brow at the unpleasant sight of it. It might not be pretty coming off but at least it was gone now. She'd be more careful from now on when walking. She'd be more careful... more careful with everything.
She walked out of the river and stopped, heart throbbing almost painfully in her chest. What if Tsubasa was angry that she had come to him with this? She had a hard time imagining her friend angry... she had never seen him in a foul mood before... but she had never come with this sort of news, either.
She stood there, swaying slightly with indecision. Should she just turn back? Go back to her usual haunts and stay there alone? Alone as she always had been? The pain pricked at her eyes now and Rennigan attempted to will the feelings back down. Part of her desperately wanted to turn back and not see the uniflutter stallion... but part of her even more desperately needed to see his face at a time like this.
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 7:07 am
Tsu was still observing her without paying attention arround. She gave him great feeling already so far, and he knew when he will be closed it will be even more.
Still in his thought he didn't paid attention he was slowly coming down and more he was going on a tree right in front of him.
Bam ! He went directly in the trees and fall in the ground. Not hurt at all but covered with leaves and branches attached to his horn and wings.
He was closed to Ren, closed enough for her to see him and heard him. "Hum I guess I made a bad entry. I am happy to see you Ren" and he just laughed at himself.
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 10:08 am
"Tsu!" She gasped as the uniflutter fell to the ground in front of her. He had jolted her straight out of her reflections and she struggled to regain composure. What had she been thinking about before he made such a sudden arrival? What had she been going to say to try to break the news slowly to him? Now all of that had flown from her mind and she couldn't even find a response to his greeting.
"Tsubasa, I think I'm pregnant." There it was. Before she knew what she was doing it was irrevocably said.
What would he do? Would he be happy? Angry? Not care at all? Rennigan's head spun dizzily with possibilities of what might happen. Whatever was going to happen she hoped it would be quick. She didn't know if she could stand waiting while he deliberated.
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Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 1:22 pm
Eyes wide opened Tsubasa just understood what Ren was saying. Still a little dizzy with the chock he can't do anything but smile from ears to ears.
"He he he !!! really ? my child ? you sure"
He was really really happy. Starting to jump arround her. He will have child, it was the bestnew he heard.
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Posted: Sat Jun 13, 2009 9:59 am
"Yes, your children. I'm sure. Of course I'm sure." For a shocked moment, that was all that Rennigan to say. Even in her highest optimism she wouldn't have expected this reaction. To see such joy on the face of the one who was the father to her children... the one that she had grown to love.
Love.
She loved him.
That realization came crashing together with the realization that he was happy at her pregnancy, that he would stay with her. Suddenly a smile broke across Rennigan's face. It was the largest smile she could remember smiling, perhaps the largest smile she had ever had in her life. She began to cry as she smiled and the tears ran in small streams down her face. She was overwhelmed. When had she ever been this happy?
"Tsubasa, I love you." The words spilled from her smiling mouth, recklessly and fast. "I love you so much. You'll stay with me and help me raise them? You really will?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 8:37 am
Tsubasa nuzzled the young mare. "Thank you, you just make me the happiest stallion ever. But if you continue to give me such good news and feeling I will never be able to return everything to you". Smilling, he wanted to touch her belly but he will wait. "And of course I will stay with you, I love you too Ren"
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