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ok, so i was dating my bf (Josh) I thought he was going to be the one I was even going to invite him to my prom my senior year my sister thought that would be a cute idea. (I'm 16, josh is 15, and my sister is 20 (she is really smart and has a genius IQ)) Josh lives in VA and I live in GA. He had just just given me his phone number and then a day later he asked me through a text . "Do you really think we are going to work out" so I of course said "Yes why do you ask?" Then he said "Cause I don't think it's working for me" then I said "Aw why?" he said " I really hate this long distance stuff, So are we done then" I asked him "do you wanna be?" then he answered "I guess" by him saying guess makes me think he just needed time to think about it. I said "ok but remember I will always love you" then he said "ok". I was just sitting in my room for a while and thought about him then texted him saying "wait we can still text each other right?" then he said "preferably not cause it will hurt to much" I don't know if he really did care or he is just tried to get rid of me. He was the first out of all my bf's that I actually loved. I have never cried after a break up but with him I poured like a gallon of tears. I wanna know is there any possible way to get back with him. He is the only thing that makes me smile 24/7. I am normally scared to answer my phone when guys call me but with him i just had love butterflies. crying crying heart