Sorry for the late reply, but what do you usually do for fun?

I guess I can give you a few examples of things to do:

1.) Learn to draw something you like. Do you like clouds? Anime? Doodles?

2.) Go for walks? Bike ride? Get active at a gym?

3.) Sit down and watch a comedy series?

4.) Spend time with your parents/family?

Relationships can be painful, but there are ways to help and people who want to help, too. smile

Edit: You can also play more Kingdom Heart smile If the song you're talking about is Simple and Clean then I guess skip those parts? >.o