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Words unspoken

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. If I did then I would so pwne the world and be an Asian guy. But alas, I am not. So just deal with it. If you don’t than too bad. I am too poor for you to sue me. So don’t even bother me. I live in a town where everybody is gay but me and it’s one hell hole. So yeah, I don’t think you want to sue me.

Summery: Kakashi decides to tell Iruka how he feels about his feelings. But will he ever get to say those three words, or will he run with his tail between his legs?

So today I was finally going to tell him how I felt about him. My heart raced at the mere thought of my secret beloved. From how he had his hair was tied away from his face. To that gentle scar across the bridge of his nose. My body melted at the thought of his sweet nurturing smile. How he was patient with all the little bratty children from the academy, even that knucklehead nin. He was simply amazing. I mean, he has a steady job, great with kids, and good looking to boot; however, he was oblivious to my feelings for him.

So here I was, in front of the academy he worked at. The sound of children and the joyful birds filled the air. My heart pounded even faster. Part of me just wanted to hide. Was I really ready to admit my feelings to him? Was I truly brave enough to open up myself to him? If I were rejected, could I even recover? M Right now an A-Ranked mission seemed so much better than this now. At least if I were injured I was ether going to live from it or die. And I was leaning more to surviving it.

I took a deep breath as I walked to his class. Perhaps he had a free period. Maybe I could actually tell him. Suddenly a wave of confidence washed over me. I felt like I was ready for anything. Before I knew it, I was in front of his door. It seemed that his class was quiet. I guess he really does have a free period.

I gently tapped on his door and I heard his sweet voice, “Come in, the door is open.”

I held my breath as I entered the classroom. There he was, sitting on his desk grading some papers or something of the sort. My body seemed to be heating up like fire; I felt uncomfortable and relaxed at the same time by his wonder. He was so concentrated on his work that I just couldn’t help but look at him, mesmerized by his grace. I couldn’t help but just be entranced by his luscious lips; almost swearing that I was in some sort of genjitsu by his appeal How they were pursed ever so sweetly. I just wanted to grab him there and press them against mine. I wanted to tell him and show how much I felt. I wanted him to know that he was all I thought about. I wished he knew that he was in my dreams and thoughts. I wanted him to be with me; but most of all, I wanted to be with him.

“So did you come here for extra credit?” he asked, still reading the papers in his hand.

“No,” I managed to muster out of me. Inside I was just freaking out. I wanted to try and stay cool, but inside I was going insane by him. “I came here to have a word with you.”

He turned to me rather shocked that I even came here, let alone came for him. I was a little amused that he thought I was one of his students. My mid racing with perverted thoughts of how wrong that thought was for me. Damn those books… So tasteful, yet so enjoyable.

“Kakashi, is Naruto giving you grief again?” Iruka asked me with a worried tone.

Personally, I wondered why he even thought I was here to discuss about that child. I guess it was mainly due to the fact that Iruka seemed to be a strong father figure for that blonde lad, so being worried that his new teacher coming up to him would be a good cause to be worried.

“No, I just came to have a word with you.”

“Well,” Iruka started, his hand on the back of his head,” I’m dreadfully busy at the moment.”

“I can see that.” I stated as I tried not to stare at him. This seemed to be a huge challenge for me.

“Besides,” he started. I knew this wasn’t going to turn out good. The tone of his voice said it all. I was going to get yelled at and I knew I deserved it. “Aren’t you supposed to be training with my former students?

“Sometimes I just can’t believe you Kakashi. You are a Joinin for Christ’ sake. You should be more responsible. Man, I just don’t get how you are even your rank when I see you irresponsible and late for almost everything. If your irresponsibility rubs off on them, I swear you’ll regret it.”

Crap. He was not in the mood. This was just terrific. I was going to go and spill my guts to him and he goes out and snaps at me. Before I knew it, I left his room. I guess I wasn’t brave enough to tell him how I felt.

When I knew I was at a good distance away, I murmured to myself, “Maybe next time I’ll say I love you…”

End.

A/N:
Just to let you know, this is dedicated to YouiLoveChild because when I was hacked she donaited me some stuff even though she was hacked herself. And I told her that I was going to make her a KakaIru fanfic. And here it is.

Appearently people in fanfiction loved it too that they begged me to add an other chapter. So I did. But I want to post chapter 3 only when I get 5 reviews on it.