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 Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 3:13 am
Ben
You think you know me
You think you know me better hten anyone
You’re supposedly my best friend but what can you say about me?
What's my favourite colour?
My favourite band?
My favourite t-shirts?
You don’t know me
You don’t know how often I lay awake at night
You don’t know my horror at my own dreams
You don’t know my terrors, or the times I wake up screaming
You don’t know how alone I feel
How insecure, afraid and petrified
You don’t know what I’m scared of
I think I have an OCD
I think I may be bi
I am absolutely terrified of perverts due to past happenings
You don’t know how much I hate some people
You don’t know what goes on in my head
You don’t know what I secretly think
You don’t know that my whole life is a lie
You don’t know that sometime I lie with my eyes shut
And pretend that someone needs me
You don’t care about it either
You don’t know what I think about people
You don’t know what goes on inside my head
You can’t say you do either
No one can, its my personal space
The only place I can go and be alone
You cant say you know what im going to say
You cant say you can read my mind
My mind is locked up
So many defences erected, no one can penetrate
Don’t think you’re so special
Don’t think you’re the only one that gets me
No one gets me, to use the teenage cliché
You are actually a t**t
A insignificant little p***k, and if I were to move away
Tomorrow I wouldn’t miss you all too much
You think the world revolves around you
You think that you can say what you want and everyone will accept it
You don’t stop to consider other people
Don’t stop and think what's this situation like for them
Just think about yourself
I personally think you should ******** off
Just go away and hide in the corner
Whilst I rise and be free and be a success in my life
You stay and work beneath me
You insignificant little s**t
Ben.
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 5:52 am
crying
That put a distinct image in my head.
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Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2006 2:38 pm
Is that good?
I'm not usually into poems....as you can tell....
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