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 Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2005 6:42 pm
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 10:35 pm
Six years ago you left.
Six years ago you broke my heart.
What can I do, but cry.
what can I do but still ask why.
Grandmother of my body and soul.
Grandomther of my heart.
Grandmother who was like my Mother.
How could God take you, when I needed you the most?
How could he make you leave when I needed you to stay?
Six years of Pain. Six years of misery.
Your not here, to talk to.
Your not here to share my life with.
I have friends you will never meet.
I have family you will only know after they die.
My heart can nolonger take this.
Every time I think of you
my herat brakes in two.
Six years agao you left.
Six years ago my heart broke.
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2005 2:13 am
The woman looked down over the valley.
Tears streamed down her cheeks.
So many worlds away, and so many years gone by.
Life has passed, and upon her eternal journey she must reclaim.
Stepping from her earthly shell, she found peace and light.
Retruning from whence she came.
To begin life anew the same.
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Posted: Sat Jun 04, 2005 2:08 am
This was written for my love, Sara. Untitled When you're here, crying your own salty tears
When he's not there, and no one seems to truly care
Don't you forget, that you have a friend, right by your side.
When your bleeding, precious life blood that everyone has
And when no one can stop the pain
Don't forget that in the end, I'm right here beside you.
You always wanted someone to be close to, someone to love eternally
So why wasn't I an option, of your eternal quest?
I, who had been beside you through thicker and thinner,
Through tears and blood.
So when you're here, crying salty years,
Because he's not here, and no one seems to care,
Don't you forget, you have me, right by your side.
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Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2005 11:27 am
Hush
Hush, Hush
Just breathe,
The stars above,
The earth beneath.
Calm your blood,
Still your hands,
Soothe your heart,
Loosen iron bands.
Hush, hush
Your mind take flight,
Never seeing before,
Now granted sight.
Silence speaks,
While one word disappears.
In a single petal,
The cosmos appear.
Hush, hush
Forget your life,
For just a moment pass,
Close your soul's windows.
Put your mind at rest.
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Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2005 11:51 pm
Hopi Prayer for Grieving
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there,
I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight
On the ripened grain.
I am the gentle Autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there.
I did not die.
My Spirit is still alive...
-- Hopi prayer
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2005 3:48 am
My sister, my friend.
The sister I have never met
Is dear to my heart, in stone my love is set.
Across the Land and Sea
She means everything to me.
Like an Angel with heavens light
she entered my life and made it just right.
My sister, my friend
Sisters for eternity our friendship will never end.
When you need a shoulder to cry on, I'm here
When you need some one to rant and rave at I'm here
When you need some one to share your hopes and dreams with I'm here
You can share your thoughts and feelings without fear.
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 4:34 am
No longer yours
Sitting on a park bench, my head bowed low
tears streaming down my face, help me lord to know.
What ig is I should do,
what if it was you?
These are the words he spoke
If you spread your wings
its you who will fly
if you fall
its you who hits the floor
your soul is your own
your life belongs to you
and then I knew
what I had to do
you came home in a drunken rage, nothing new
yelling and hitting too
my bags packed by the door
made you so angry you slamed me to the floor
you said you won't let me leave
this is what I said
If I spread my wings
it's me who flies
if I fall
it's me who hits the floor
I gave you my heart
but my soul is my own
I gave you my love
but my life belongs to me.
I picked my self up off the floor
and I walked out the door.
If I spread my wings, it's me who flies
if I fall it's me who hits the fllor
my soul is my own
my life belongs to me.
I left and kept going, you followed me
every city, evry state.
no where to run, no where to hide.
Why wont you leave me be?
each time I'm frightend, each time I run.
I take comfort in knowing I'm free.
I spread my wings and flew
If I fall it's not because of you
My soul, my life belongs to me
I am free.
The police came
they gave me a new name.
Thank you Lord for saveing me.
If you spread your wings it's you who will fly.
if you fall it's you who hits the floor.
your soul is your own.
your life belongs to you.
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Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2006 3:25 pm
i've had theese words more or less rolling through my brain and tauntingme since the end of august, i finally wrote them down..i dont think they have chnaged very much
1 million ghosts, 1 million lost souls
sent off to run, how do you run
the path sinks beneath you, the fish dance beside you
The Monkeys on the hill look down and shout no
the help is told it has no where to go
slowy the waters receed from the land one milion ghosts need a place to now stand
war's heavy hammer struck down thier wallas, for safty's sake youve now lost it all
spread a cross country and kingdom of pain, one millions relatives to each other cling
we've never met but you are my dear friend, will one million ghosts ever get home again?
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Posted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 1:55 am
(A work in progress)
Hello my child, hello.
You came on Angels Wings from Heaven.
Into my life, my heart, my soul.
Hello my child, hello.
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 12:52 am
Well I'm new here, but I like poetry, and I feel a lot so here goes...
"No Beauty has My Beast"
Under the surface the beast tears
I have it locked up for I fear what it brings
Cold and dark the truth it bears
The beast flaps it's grotesque wings
The chain bonds that withhold the thing it breaks
And it claws at my face which flushes and burns
With embarassment my soul flounders and quakes
As my mind is flooded with darkest concerns
All control have I lost my lashes soaked
Through my eyes just a blur is reality I fear
But so calmly is this "reality" cloaked
For such madness it is that I seem to endear
My beast exausted lays down to sleep
and my raw eyes also at last do close
But tomorrow night in again do such sorrows creep
So in sleep still I find no repose
Ok so let me know what you think. I really would like to know. But alas it's 4:00am and I'm due in bed to wrestle with my beasts.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 10:20 am
I really would like some input. Please. I need to know if I should just quit at it or if I'm any good, or where I might improve.
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 5:03 am
So many memories locked away.
So many tears hidden, it was a life time away.
And now you seem to be the key.
The key that unlocks the door to those memories.
The key that finds my tears.
The key that brings the past into the light.
Why after all these years are you here.
Why do you want to see me.
Why do you care.
What do you wish to accomplish
What do you want from me.
What will it take to make you leave.
So many memories unleashed
So many tears unbidden stream down my sadden face.
Please close the door and lock them away.
The pain is to much.
The pain is to real.
After all these years you’re still the key.
After all these years you’re still the one I hate.
After all these years you’re still the one I want.
My heart my soul they bleed.
My dreams are shattered and my life exploded.
You were once the shadow of a man, now you are that man.
Once you were nothing more than a name on the wind.
Now you are the wind tearing through my life.
Can’t you leave
Can’t you go
Must you stay
Must you do this.
So many memories, so many tears, so much pain.
The answer has always been, still is, and will always be, never.
Nothing you can say or do will change that.
Nothing you might know or share will ever erase what you did.
From the depths of my soul I make you leave.
From the depths of my despair I find courage
From the shadows I find a way to say never again.
Good by for eternity.
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 5:06 am
Hello became something more than I wanted it to be.
It became a lullaby that would never be.
Hello my child, hello.
You came on angels wings from heaven.
into my life, my heart, my soul.
Hello my child, hello.
I have waited for you for all of my life,
you are more perfect than I ever dreamed.
Hello my child, hello.
This life may not be easy
and this promise I make,
my love will always be yours.
you will always be in my heart.
Hello my child, hello.
Tears fall, and a heart breaks,
for that hello may never come.
The angels have forgotten me.
A perfection my soul will never touch.
Tears fall, and a heart Breaks.
hello, will never be.
An echo, a shadow of what might have been.
Tears fall, and a heart is broken.
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