louM11
Most of the time, after masturbation i feel really down/low and i dunno why. Is that normal? sweatdrop
I used to feel this way. I was brought up by an extremely conservative-Catholic dad who never talked about sex. The schools I went to taught that sex is primarily for procreation...that pleasure is evil.
When I first started masturbating, I felt really guilty. After a while, I gradually realize that all that stuff that was told about masturbating being bad/evil is pure bullshit. The more I do it, the more confident I feel about myself and my body. If I am feeling emotional pain, it helps to relieve it. Also, since my bf and I live long distance right now, he is the only person I think about when I do it. I'm already in love with him, but when I masturbate, I have feelings of closeness for him right afterwards.
It's been months since the guilty/dirty feelings...
