I really am.
Me and my girl have been fighting.
It was my fault, I promised I'd be down to see her and stay with her soon.
Now i won't be going down till summer due to reasons out of my control.
Now she's upset with me.
She cries all the time, blames it on me, and treats me like s**t.
I honestly think she hates me but she insists that she loves me and argggg
I hate girls I really do.
Things were going great last night, she didn't hesistate in saying i love you too, she didn't tear me apart.
Now she says she can't remember it, and is back to treating me like utter s**t.
I have to restrain myself every conversation from calling her a heartless b***h.

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i just want to be happy with her again....
I want forgiveness but its so hard to get.....