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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:11 pm
epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey I am ill. I am going to work.... This makes very little sense I've had to do that before, working without the ability to properly move or breath was tricky. I threw up and then went to work. Where I was much improved over the course of the day and actually enjoyed work (or as much as one can enjoy having ridiculously sore feet and dealing with customers)
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:30 pm
Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey I am ill. I am going to work.... This makes very little sense I've had to do that before, working without the ability to properly move or breath was tricky. I threw up and then went to work. Where I was much improved over the course of the day and actually enjoyed work (or as much as one can enjoy having ridiculously sore feet and dealing with customers) I didn't get the luxury. Had to suffer for the whole day.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:33 pm
epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey I am ill. I am going to work.... This makes very little sense I've had to do that before, working without the ability to properly move or breath was tricky. I threw up and then went to work. Where I was much improved over the course of the day and actually enjoyed work (or as much as one can enjoy having ridiculously sore feet and dealing with customers) I didn't get the luxury. Had to suffer for the whole day. Poor epic! *hugs*
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 5:34 pm
I am just living it as in literally im furious aaah its not funny, i dont find it funny I dont I just ugh
and what the ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff *takes deep breathes*
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 6:34 pm
Little Miss Fortune I thought I would finally get to make a vacation photo album on Facebook since my mom didn't go with us (and she usually takes over when it comes to the pictures, even if they're pictures I took on my own camera). But no. She decided that she would like to upload them this time, too, even though she wasn't ******** there. Because that makes sense.
It's so good to be back home -_- Uh, punch her in the face and tell her to stfu and let you do your own thing?;; I dunno. XDShiori Miko About a year ago, Blake told me he was in love with me. I never said anything back to him and we stopped talking for awhile. Now we're talking on a regular basis again and I can tell it's still there. He knows that I know. He knows I love Jon. Oh my, aren't you the popular lady?Pregnant Barbie Fapping is more important than calling me!? a*****e ._. Congratulations, you have just figured out the priorities of 98% of all men! o3o
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 2:11 am
This is in white because I decided it so and small because it shall most likely be text wall.
I realised last night, in a somewhat tired way, that I very rarely mention my boyfriend on here anymore. I am sure some of you remember my crazy rants about him not long after we started going out (because I was crazy clingy back then and OMG he didn't answer his phone PANIC ATTACK). But now I rarely mention him. It's not that I don't love him. I do, more than anything else. But I think I've gotten to the stage where I don't feel I have to go round telling other people about it. You know, like, he knows, and I know and that's all that really matters in the long run.
However, I feel that I really should bring him up occasionally. Mostly because I can be a terrible flirt sometimes (although I don't actually know I'm doing it, until I go back and look at it and then go... oooh s**t... that was.. yes), it's not the kind of flirting where it's intentional and you go out to make someone like you more the sort of "fun" flirting (I do it with my male friends a lot actually, more for a laugh than anything else). But then people on the internet don't know that do they? I feel I may have misled some people and that was never my intention, it's just that's how I am an I apologise if I have misled anyone.
On another note, to anyone who remembers my clingyness... yes I am still with the same guy 2 and a half years this month heart
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 3:27 am
Cannibal Horsey I can be a terrible flirt sometimes (although I don't actually know I'm doing it, until I go back and look at it and then go... oooh s**t... that was.. yes) I have this realization a lot, usually like two weeks or more after the fact. This also made me laugh xd And congratulations Peeps <333
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 4:26 am
Kamdage I am just living it as in literally im furious aaah its not funny, i dont find it funny I dont I just ugh
and what the ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff *takes deep breathes*
i hope this isn't about my thing, kammy. if it is, i'm really sorry <3
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 5:55 am
Cata -
It isn't.
Not so secret but wtf/e
I really hate a lot of the skype chats now... REALLY ******** hate them. There are a few that were made to only be small, simple chats, between a few friends and that's it.. Instead, people feel the sudden need to add all their friends and lag it.. cause s**t.. I'm tempted to leave almost all of them just because I don't like being in large chats.. with a bunch of people that just piss me the ******** off. The new chat I was added to.. I already stated something. Don't go adding a ******** of people just because you feel like it. Kammy made a chat a while back which was only meant to be kind of small because for a while, everyone was VCing and you have to kick 30 ******** people in order to talk. Look at it now.. We have OVER 40 people in that ******** chat.. Seriously? In the NEWEST chat that was made because one glitched.. it almost has 40 people.. add one more person and we're at 40, just like the other one. And there are specific people in these chats that just piss me off.. Half the time I don't even talk to them anymore. I had a friend send me an IM asking why I don't talk anymore.. it's because there are people in there that just attention whore the ******** outta the place and you can't get a word in edge wise.. Why the ******** would I want to be in the middle of a conversation where everything I say is just going to get skipped over? =/
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 6:32 am
Rayne Bloodstone Cata - It isn't. Not so secret but wtf/e I really hate a lot of the skype chats now... REALLY ******** hate them. There are a few that were made to only be small, simple chats, between a few friends and that's it.. Instead, people feel the sudden need to add all their friends and lag it.. cause s**t.. I'm tempted to leave almost all of them just because I don't like being in large chats.. with a bunch of people that just piss me the ******** off. The new chat I was added to.. I already stated something. Don't go adding a ******** of people just because you feel like it. Kammy made a chat a while back which was only meant to be kind of small because for a while, everyone was VCing and you have to kick 30 ******** people in order to talk. Look at it now.. We have OVER 40 people in that ******** chat.. Seriously? In the NEWEST chat that was made because one glitched.. it almost has 40 people.. add one more person and we're at 40, just like the other one. And there are specific people in these chats that just piss me off.. Half the time I don't even talk to them anymore. I had a friend send me an IM asking why I don't talk anymore.. it's because there are people in there that just attention whore the ******** outta the place and you can't get a word in edge wise.. Why the ******** would I want to be in the middle of a conversation where everything I say is just going to get skipped over? =/ Im sorry =[
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 6:43 am
•·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ It's not your fault, Kam. You don't add everyone under the sun like some people do. s**t just gets out of hand.  ----------------------------------
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 9:19 am
I feel like I'm kind of drifting away from this place. I still hang out here a lot and post and stuff, but it's like... I don't care as much. This guild used to be full of people I liked and considered to be my close friends. Now it seems like the people I like are all either gone or started hating me for some reason. It's like... there's nothing really keeping me here other than the fact that checking this place has become a habit. When I break that habit, like when I was on vacation, I don't really find myself missing this place or wishing I could be here. When I went on vacation last summer, I remember checking this guild every night in the hotel and trying to catch up with what I missed. This time, I mainly just got on MSN to talk to Alex and only checked this place when I was bored and had nothing better to do. That's a bad sign.
Skype is starting to suck, too. When I first downloaded it again, I thought it was cool to be able to talk to a lot of the people I like all in one place, in real time. Now I just feel excluded and hated. People make new chats without inviting me, and even when I am in chats with everyone else, I feel like no one really wants me there. I'm not sure what I did to make everyone hate me, but it's a crappy feeling. I don't know what to do or where to go to avoid feeling like this D=
I've also been working a lot harder on keeping my emotional outbursts to a minimum. I've had quite a few chances to try the method of typing up responses without posting them, and it worked out really well. I also talk to Alex a lot about the things people say that bother me, and that helps, too. It doesn't change the fact that I still end up losing respect for people because of the stupid s**t they say, but at least I don't make a fool out of myself in the process.
My mom is still mad at me over all of the drama regarding our vacation pictures. I told her that I wanted to upload them myself, and she even said something like "I realize that I've kind of taken over, so I completely understand why you want to do it yourself." I took that to mean... well... what she was saying. But then she kept asking if she could upload them!! WTF?
So, my dad, my brother, and I went to an amusement park all day yesterday with a bunch of my cousins and everyone. Before leaving, I put a password on my account on my laptop just in case she was planning to be completely insane about the pictures and like... try to steal them off my computer or something. I figured I was just being paranoid, but when I got home, she said "I was going to try to put your pictures onto my flash drive, but you had a stupid password on there!" I told her that she was the reason for the password, and she flipped out and left the room. I feel guilty, but I don't think it's normal for her to be that much of a freak about MY pictures. If she says I can upload them myself, then I'm going to ******** upload them myself. Why is she ******** OBSESSING over them?!?!?! x____X
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 9:56 am
Little Miss Fortune I feel like I'm kind of drifting away from this place. I still hang out here a lot and post and stuff, but it's like... I don't care as much. This guild used to be full of people I liked and considered to be my close friends. Now it seems like the people I like are all either gone or started hating me for some reason. It's like... there's nothing really keeping me here other than the fact that checking this place has become a habit. When I break that habit, like when I was on vacation, I don't really find myself missing this place or wishing I could be here. When I went on vacation last summer, I remember checking this guild every night in the hotel and trying to catch up with what I missed. This time, I mainly just got on MSN to talk to Alex and only checked this place when I was bored and had nothing better to do. That's a bad sign.
Skype is starting to suck, too. When I first downloaded it again, I thought it was cool to be able to talk to a lot of the people I like all in one place, in real time. Now I just feel excluded and hated. People make new chats without inviting me, and even when I am in chats with everyone else, I feel like no one really wants me there. I'm not sure what I did to make everyone hate me, but it's a crappy feeling. I don't know what to do or where to go to avoid feeling like this D=
I've also been working a lot harder on keeping my emotional outbursts to a minimum. I've had quite a few chances to try the method of typing up responses without posting them, and it worked out really well. I also talk to Alex a lot about the things people say that bother me, and that helps, too. It doesn't change the fact that I still end up losing respect for people because of the stupid s**t they say, but at least I don't make a fool out of myself in the process.
My mom is still mad at me over all of the drama regarding our vacation pictures. I told her that I wanted to upload them myself, and she even said something like "I realize that I've kind of taken over, so I completely understand why you want to do it yourself." I took that to mean... well... what she was saying. But then she kept asking if she could upload them!! WTF?
So, my dad, my brother, and I went to an amusement park all day yesterday with a bunch of my cousins and everyone. Before leaving, I put a password on my account on my laptop just in case she was planning to be completely insane about the pictures and like... try to steal them off my computer or something. I figured I was just being paranoid, but when I got home, she said "I was going to try to put your pictures onto my flash drive, but you had a stupid password on there!" I told her that she was the reason for the password, and she flipped out and left the room. I feel guilty, but I don't think it's normal for her to be that much of a freak about MY pictures. If she says I can upload them myself, then I'm going to ******** upload them myself. Why is she ******** OBSESSING over them?!?!?! x____X About the guild, I feel the exact same way. Like last week I was so busy and I didn't really have time to get on much. And after being away, even for such a short period of time, I didn't really feel that need to come back like I always do. The most I did was lurk. I actually made an effort to post a couple of threads yesterday. But, I've felt myself drifting away even before then, a long time now actually. I don't think anyone hates me though. Well maybe there's a few, but heck if I know and care.
Skype, I don't worry about skype too much. Every now and then I try to get on and say hi in like the only chat that I'm in (which is ONE). I used to be an avid user of Skype, mainly last year, but with lack of computer usage for months and other reasons I kinda got over it. People make new chats without inviting me all the time. And I'm sure that happens to a few others as well. And with all the drama that has erupted out of Skype chats.... Don't worry about it too much. And how do you know so many people hate you? What made you come to that conclusion?
Oh and I know I haven't spoken to you on MSN in a while. I hope you don't think I hate you too. I actually haven't spoken to a lot of people lately. And I have this thing where I don't always like to be the one to initiate a conversation. When I'm the one who's always saying hi first, I feel like I'm being a bother or something.
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 10:01 am
Tasuki_Forever About the guild, I feel the exact same way. Like last week I was so busy and I didn't really have time to get on much. And after being away, even for such a short period of time, I didn't really feel that need to come back like I always do. The most I did was lurk. I actually made an effort to post a couple of threads yesterday. But, I've felt myself drifting away even before then, a long time now actually. I don't think anyone hates me though. Well maybe there's a few, but heck if I know and care.
Skype, I don't worry about skype too much. Every now and then I try to get on and say hi in like the only chat that I'm in (which is ONE). I used to be an avid user of Skype, mainly last year, but with lack of computer usage for months and other reasons I kinda got over it. People make new chats without inviting me all the time. And I'm sure that happens to a few others as well. And with all the drama that has erupted out of Skype chats.... Don't worry about it too much. And how do you know so many people hate you? What made you come to that conclusion?
Oh and I know I haven't spoken to you on MSN in a while. I hope you don't think I hate you too. I actually haven't spoken to a lot of people lately. And I have this thing where I don't always like to be the one to initiate a conversation. When I'm the one who's always saying hi first, I feel like I'm being a bother or something. I feel like people hate me because people who used to be nice to me are suddenly mean to me, and I'm not sure why. I know it's not everyone, but it's enough to make make me feel unwelcome here and on Skype xp
I know you don't hate me, but I hardly ever initiate conversations. I just sign on without even looking at who's online usually, and I wait for other people to IM me... XD I would feel like I was bothering people if I IMed them, so I wait for them to IM me instead... >.<
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 10:08 am
Little Miss Fortune Tasuki_Forever About the guild, I feel the exact same way. Like last week I was so busy and I didn't really have time to get on much. And after being away, even for such a short period of time, I didn't really feel that need to come back like I always do. The most I did was lurk. I actually made an effort to post a couple of threads yesterday. But, I've felt myself drifting away even before then, a long time now actually. I don't think anyone hates me though. Well maybe there's a few, but heck if I know and care.
Skype, I don't worry about skype too much. Every now and then I try to get on and say hi in like the only chat that I'm in (which is ONE). I used to be an avid user of Skype, mainly last year, but with lack of computer usage for months and other reasons I kinda got over it. People make new chats without inviting me all the time. And I'm sure that happens to a few others as well. And with all the drama that has erupted out of Skype chats.... Don't worry about it too much. And how do you know so many people hate you? What made you come to that conclusion?
Oh and I know I haven't spoken to you on MSN in a while. I hope you don't think I hate you too. I actually haven't spoken to a lot of people lately. And I have this thing where I don't always like to be the one to initiate a conversation. When I'm the one who's always saying hi first, I feel like I'm being a bother or something. I feel like people hate me because people who used to be nice to me are suddenly mean to me, and I'm not sure why. I know it's not everyone, but it's enough to make make me feel unwelcome here and on Skype xp
I know you don't hate me, but I hardly ever initiate conversations. I just sign on without even looking at who's online usually, and I wait for other people to IM me... XD I would feel like I was bothering people if I IMed them, so I wait for them to IM me instead... >.< Well, I'm not sure what to say on the people hating you part to be honest. All I can say is that I hope you are wrong.
Me: I don't always like to be the one to initiate a conversation. When I'm the one who's always saying hi first, I feel like I'm being a bother or something.
You: ...and I wait for other people to IM me... XD I would feel like I was bothering people if I IMed them, so I wait for them to IM me instead...
I think we have a problem, lol sweatdrop
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