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Laviatar Had Fallen asleep in Amnity's Lap and She Mumbled something in her sleep, her hands was Foldet like in Prayer and She smiled Kindly

Amnity raised an eyebrow as she stared back at him. "I am in my best behavior....I'm not trying to kill you....Right now I'm pretty much as good as I can possibly get." A grin came with that reply, as if challenging him to say something more clever. If she can't fight him physically, she would beat him with her words. She looked down and saw Laviatar sleeping soundly, so she motioned Zahzi to lower his voice so her friend wouldn't wake up.

Amnity looked away, then looked back with a shrug. "If that's what you think I would do...Then you must not know a lot about me. I wouldn't kill someone for just saying something negative toward me....for instance, if someone comments on how hideous I look, all I would just ignore them for I already know about my deformity. " She looked down at Laviatar, stroking her hair gently as she slept. "But if someone were to threaten to hurt Laviatar....Or threaten to hurt anyone of my comrades...That's when I act."

She looked back up at Zahzi, her red eyes firm like a soldier's but as kind and caring as a friend. ".....I don't like this idea Zahzi....I really don't...But I'll guess I'll do it for you guys." She shrugged and looked away. "For...My friends..."

Amnity rolled her eyes and opened her mouth to yell at him before he exited the room. Remembering that her friend was still on her lap sleeping, she shut her mouth and let out a sigh. Zahzi was a good friend and comrade though she's hate to admit it. She admired his commitment and strength in battle, and wished that he would come to her side of thinking. Amnity let out a light laugh, realizing that would never happen. Her laugh died down as she thought about all the other times he had helped her, Laviatar, and Dro'ki without asking for anything in return. She looked toward the doorway where he had left and smiled. Don't worry Zahzi....You'll gain something from the mission...I'll make sure of it.

Kimi finally saw someone walk past and thought, Finally, someone came. Oh wait, it's that daughter of the demon. Let's try my new trick.
She murmured a spell without moving her lips much and remained with the same face she had on when the demon walked by. She read her mind. So she's wondering what I'm looking at. And now she doesn't care. She seems nervous, worried. Well at least I know my new trick works. Kimi pretended to not notice the demon (Agh, I forgot her name>.<) and moved away from the window.

Gently and stealthily, Amnity grabbed a pillow and put it under Laviatar's without waking her up. Just as silently as she came, she exited the bedroom, closing the door behind her.

Looking around, she scratched her head as she saw that Zahzi wasn't around to talk to. She then remembered that she could speak with him through telepathy, which made things a whole lot easier. Wherever he was, she didn't really care as she walked into her storage room, locking it behind her. Taking a deep breathe, she exhaled with a smile as the smell of gunpowder delighted her senses. Slowly, she laid down on the concrete floor. Though the room was pitch black she managed to grab her SN-89 body armor and use it as a pillow as she held her Mosovich M0-15 LMG close to her like a cozy teddy bear.....That shoots out 6 rounds per second.

".....It wasn't like I didn't know how to come in terms with my emotions....It's that I refused to come in terms with them a long time ago...." Amnity spoke to Zahzi through telepathy, gently closing her eyes as she took in a deep breathe. "....Here, It's better to show you then explain it..." And with that, she shared to him one of her most darkest memories.

Amnity was only about 19 years old, her crimson red eyes scanned the area as she rested her Dragunov DVA sniper rifle on her shoulder. In all seriousness, she didn't really mind the fact that she just massacred about 70 people that were in a nightclub in less then an hour. It was an order, and orders were orders. She didn't mind as the blood of the innocent tainted her black combat boots. Regretfully, her most favorite way of killing someone wasn't just straight up shooting them...No...It was something much worse.
"Pl-please! Please let me go! I-I-I didn't do anything! I have chil-" "SHUT UP!!!!" Amnity's voice interrupted the man's begging as she stared down at him. She had tied his hands behind his back and made him lay flat on his stomach in the concrete road. The soldier's voice was completely different from her voice now, it was darker and much more sinister. Zahzi had heard it before when Amnity tried to kill Dro'ki, thinking he had murdered Laviatar.
"You shall pay for your insolence fool....You don't even deserve to breathe anymore really... " And with that, Amnity forced the man to bite the curb, completely aware of the tears that trickled down the poor guy's face. With a stoic look on her face, she slammed her combat boots on his head, crushing his head between her feet and the ground. Dismisively, she turned her heels and left the scene, like none of that just happened.
As she walked down the dark night street, a car pulled up beside her and the window pulled open. Amnity kept her hand steady on her sniper rifle, ready to fire at the mysterious target.....
"Hello there....Um...Can you help me....I'm looking for my parents." A cute little girl, no older then 7 years old peaked her head out of the car door, staring her large blue right at the soldier. Amnity didn't know what to say really, she just stared back.
"My parents were in this block before....They were at a nightclub and they never came back...Can you hel-" "You annoying little girl! Shut up and leave her alone!" Another voice interrupted her from the front seat. It was a middle aged woman with a lit cigarette between her lips. She looked old though, and her face was covered in tons and tons of makeup. The old woman glared at the girl, then gave Amnity a fake smile. "Sorry 'bout her hun, she just won't shut the hell up! Her whore of a mother and b*****d of a dad didn't come back home so she dragged me all the way here to look for them...." The soldier only stayed silent as she looked at the old woman before looking back at the girl.
The little girl had a defeated and pained expression on her face as she looked past Amnity, trying to see if her parents were still alive and walking around. Suddenly, the old woman closed the car window on the little girl's chubby little fingers before scolding her to stop looking for them. Amnity saw pain in the girl's eyes before the window closed. The most frightening thing about it all was that as the glass of the window closed over the sad little girl's face, the same expression was depicted on the soldier's face as she looked at her reflection.
Yes, the pain hurt. It stung more and more every step she took. Her heart pounded loudly in her chest as hot tears trickled down her cheeks. The pain hurt more then a bullet exploding in her shins possibly could. Guilt, anguish, regret, and pain. Though the scientists took away her nerves and pain receptors....They didn't take away her emotions....And that's why from that day forward, she refused to come to terms with her emotions....And evidently, with herself.

Amnity stayed silently the entire time she showed her flashback to Zahzi, hugging her assault rifle tightly as she stayed on the ground. At least she could confide with Zahzi though it wasn't face to face. She wanted him to be the only one to know, and the only one to see.

As the flashback ended, he showed her something that she partly knows about...The death of Laviatar's parents.


Zahzi was on the top of a building, overlooking a parade...He looked down with a stoic look.
"Hmmhmmhmm...We're to kill every living thing down there...", a familiar, but hateful voice said.
"• • •"

Zahzi had raised his hand, towards a Transformer next to a building. He put enough energy into the Transformer, to make it explode, killing anyone who was around it.

He then jumped straight down. His expression never changing.
He landed straight onto a Oil truck. The fuel oozed on the ground, people could only stand there, dazed and confused as the oil quickly flowed beneath their feet. Without even a single instance of hesitation, Zahzi let one spark hit the oil, causing it to turn into an inferno. The screams of the people were inaudible, as the fire muffled them.

He then walked out of the fire, untouched at all. Expression still unchanged.
He then went and systematicly killed every single person down there. Showing now regret, hesitation, or mercy...

A single family remained. A man, a women, and a child.
He then smashed a window that was next to him, and grabbed the biggest peice of the shattered glass. He then threw it straight at the women, decapitating her...

The man looked down at the women in horror. The child was asking the father franticly why was her head on the ground.
He then ripped a light pole out of the ground, and hurled it at the man, impaling him, and driving the pole through a building accross the street.

All that was left was the child.
"I want to watch sparks dance around this one's corpse..." said the voice, laughing psychoticly.
"• • •"
Zahzi's expression began to change from the unemotional stone, to a face with mixed emotion.
As his hands got ever so closer to the child, he suddenly stopped.
"R-run...A-away..."
The child looked up at him, tears running down her cheeks. She just sat there for a few moments, and then began to run away.
"NO!" the voice screamed
Zahzi's body seemed to go after the child, but something made him stop suddenly. As if there was something keeping him still.
The child ran out of sight, she was now safe.
"YOU PATHETIC WORM! YOU DENIED ME THE PLEASURE OF A KILL!! YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO NOW, DON'T YOU?!? I'M GOING TO MAKE YOU WATCH AS I KILL EVERY SINGLE LIVING THING UNTIL YOU DIE!!"

The rest of the flashback begins to fade away. Even Zahzi doesn't know what happened after that...

He, as well, never made a sound, during the flashback. In fact, he never even said a word afterwards, either...